“You know what we should do?” I asked Mason after taking my first shot.
“What?”
“We should go buy new cars. It’s about time we got rid of the rental. As much as we’ve been paying for that thing, we probably could’ve bought four cars by now.”
“I would like that, it’s about time I gave up my old truck anyway.” He took a long drink of his beer before peeling its label.
“I love car shopping. Can I come?” Alissa asked.
“No,” Mason and I both said in unison.
“I don’t want Cheetos in my new truck.” Mason smiled thinking about the story I had filled him in on.
“Okay, I have to know. What is with the Cheetos?” Dane asked.
We all busted out laughing, all of us but Dane.
“Seriously, tell me.”
“We have plenty of time, babe.” Alissa rubbed his hand that was sitting on top of the table.
We leftthe bar after several rounds, the sun was setting as Mason and I got in the rental to head home.
The ride back was quiet, but Mason had his hand on my thigh the whole way. He was always touching me, rubbing my leg or back, giving kisses where he could. We were happy to finally have each other alone. I knew I would miss living with Alissa, but I was happy to have Mason all to myself.
Mason parked the car and came around to open my door. I stood from the car only to be in his arms a second later.
He carried me to the door kissing me fiercely. He pressed my back to the front door, while he stuck the key in the lock and got us inside.
He kicked the door closed and carried me over to the steps, where he laid me down.
He stood and looked down on me as he pulled off his shirt. Our eyes locked together and I could see all the passion and love burning beneath them before he finally returned his lips to mine.
His hands were everywhere all at once. As his lips tasted me, his hands roamed my body, pushing my shirt up to free my chest. He pulled the cups of my bra down, breaking the kiss suddenly before his hot mouth moved to my hard nipple.
I scratched my nails down his back, moaning.
He pulled away and I heard the clanking of his belt.
He unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them off in one swift motion. Before I could process what he was doing, he was already sliding into me.
I dug my nails into his lower back trying to push every last inch of him inside of me. He held onto my hips as he thrust in and out of me, moaning my name like it was the air he needed to breath. With quick, hard movements, we came together in an earth-shattering high causing my toes to go numb.
He filled with me three thrusts, grasping my ass as he finished inside me. Just as quick as it began, it was over.
It wasn’t about taking our time with each other, it was to feel something other than the sorrow and guilt that we both felt.
Mason pulled out of me and picked me up, cradling me to his chest. He carried me to the bedroom and laid me softly on the bed.
“I hope you didn’t think I was done with you.” He crawled up my body giving me that sexy grin I never could resist.
His mouth touched mine again, but with much more patience and love.
That was us, it was only about us.
There are times when you just have to give your body what it needs. Sometimes it’s soft kisses and touches with the one you love. Other times it’s hard and fast to block the pain you’re both feeling.
What we did, we could never forgive ourselves for, but being in it together was what would get us through.