Page 80 of Catch My Fall

“Alec…” My voice cracks as a tear drips down my face. “I’m really enough for you?”

“Princess, if you have to ask me that, then I’m clearly not doing my job right.” He bends and lifts me into his arms, my legs winding around his waist. “Let me rectify that.”

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When we reach my bedroom, I press her up against the wall, her legs still locked around my waist as I devour her mouth with mine.

My erection strains against the denim of my jeans, and if I get any harder I’m sure I’m going to bust through the zipper completely. I’ve never had a woman make me so hard before. She’s ignited something inside me that no one else ever has. She was made for me, and I her.

“You make me crazy, princess,” I say against her lips.

I rock my hips into her, loving the moan that falls from her lips when I do. I can practically feel her pussy throbbing against me, the heat of her soaking through our clothes. I want to drive her as wild as she makes me.

Her fingers wind into my hair as she deepens the kiss, her tongue fighting for dominance against mine.

Breaking the kiss, I pull away, taking a step back. “Strip for me.”

Her cheeks redden, her teeth sinking into her bottom lip as she starts peeling away her clothes one by one. It’s torturous, and I can feel my restraint slipping, the urge to touch her too strong. She doesn’t take her eyes off mine for even a second. She must see the hunger in them as I watch with rapt attention as each layer drops to the floor to pool at her feet, leaving her completely naked before me.

She’s come a long way from our first time together in terms of confidence. She no longer hides from me. Gone is the flicker of uncertainty in her eyes. Gone is her self-consciousness.

I trace the scar on her belly with my finger while guiding her chin up to me with my other. “You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen, princess.”

I seal my words with a kiss, desperate for her to know just how much she means to me.

I bring us closer to the bed and flip her around, pressing against her back so she’s forced to bend over the bed with her ass in the air. “This okay?”

She nods. “Yes.”

“Tell me what you want, princess, and I’ll give it all to you. Tell me what you want me to do to you.”

“I want you to lick me,” she pants.

“Where?” I trail my fingers down the crease of her ass, steadily inching towards her pussy that’s soaked for me. “Here?”

She whimpers, her thighs quivering. “Yes.”

“You want my tongue on your pussy?” I press, dipping a finger inside her warmth.

“Yes!” she cries.

“Then what? What else?”

“I…” She shakes her head, pressing her face into the mattress. “I can’t say it.”

“Why?”

“Because I don’t want you to think I’m a freak.”

Now I’m even more intrigued. “Tell me, baby.”

“I… I want you to… fuck me, Alec. I want it rough and hard and deep and bruising. I want to feel you everywhere… I want you to use me. I want you to mark me as yours.”

“Why would I think you’re a freak for wanting that?” That sounds pretty fucking good to me.

My finger slips out of her as she shifts to sit on the edge of the bed, bringing the throw blanket around her naked body. “Because of what they did to me. I don’t want that, but I want you to take control, to be rough with me.” She fidgets with her fingers in her lap, her eyes refusing to meet mine. “It’s hard to explain because I feel like I shouldn’t want it that way after what they did, but I trust you, and I know you won’t hurt me, but I still feel embarrassed by wanting it.”

I crouch in front of her, tilting her chin up, forcing her to look at me before taking her hands in both of mine. “Never be ashamed of what turns you on, princess, there will never be any judgement on my part and I will always give you what you want. By you giving me control over your body, it gives you the most power in this entire dynamic. I’m your puppet, princess, you pull the strings, and you control what happens here. Remember, they have no place in your mind or in this bedroom, not when it’s just you and me.” I lean forward, pressing a kiss to her forehead. “I would hurt myself before I ever hurt you.”