“Eve.” He pressed his lips to her brow. “You know better than to blame yourself.”
“Knowing better doesn’t always stop it. Everything I turn up says his parents were good people, did their best to be good parents, and because he didn’t get his way, he slaughtered them. He annihilated them. Lori Nuccio, just an ordinary girl, a good waitress, responsible, who went out of her way twice to help him get work. He debases her, ends her because she wouldn’t let him live with her after he stole from her, after he hit her.”
She curled to him when he wrapped around her, and found such comfort.
“And Farnsworth—a good teacher, the kind students remember, a woman who loved her ugly little dog and offered to make soup for her neighbors. He tormented her for hours, and he killed her because he was too lazy to do his goddamn schoolwork.”
“You know him. You’ll stop him.”
“I have to find the worthless bastard first.”
“And you will,” he repeated.
She let out a long breath. “I will.” Let it go, she ordered herself. Just let it go. “Anyway, sorry. Sort of.”
He smiled down at her. “Considering where we ended up, it’s hard to say the same.”
And she found she could smile back. “Now I’m hungry.”
“Is that so?”
“Yeah, it’s so.”
He levered off, sat back on his heels. Then just grinned at her.
Following the direction of his gaze, she looked down at herself. She wore one tattered sleeve of what had been her shirt, most of her support tank, and her weapon harness—with her pants bunched around the ankles of her boots—and her clutch piece.
“That was probably a nice shirt,” she thought aloud.
“It’s good you have more. As do I.”
He tugged off the rags of his own.
“We need to get the torn stuff into a recycler. I’m not having Summerset getting a load of it.”
“I keep reminding you he’s aware we have sex.”
“There’s sex, then there’s sex.”
He considered the torn clothes as she hiked up her pants again. “There is, yes. We’ll gather them up.” He offered a hand, pulled her to her feet. “Then what do you say we change, eat, then get to work.”
“I say it’s a plan.”
“And what do you say to spaghetti and meatballs?”
“I say it’s a genius plan.” She let herself lean on him a moment. “I’ve been pissed under it all, all day. It’s nothing to do with anything but the case, and it doesn’t do any good to get pissed about a case. I guess I needed to blow off some steam.”
“Happy to assist.”
She poked his bare chest. “You got your steam off, too, pal.”
“We both have something to be thankful for.”
Together, they picked up torn shirts.
•••
The food helped, as did the routine of updating her board, reading the reports from her people in the field, touching base with Feeney.