Demetri’squiet murmurs came from his office as I moved past it down the hallway towards the living room. His voicewasn’tas soft as it was before. It wasstrongand stern.
No one was in the living space, though I could hear gentle clanging from the kitchen. My gaze lingered on the shelves surrounding the televisionIcouldn’tremember anyone ever turning on.
I wandered towards the books stacked into perfect rows, running my fingers down the spines.
Iwasn’tsure what I was expecting. Recent bestselling fiction alongside old textbooks that looked like they belongedthoughnever used in the college library,wasn’tit?
I pulled one out, amagical-realism romance set onan oldwoman’sfarm caught my eye probably two years ago when I saw it everywhere. It had a hold list at the library for ages. I never had the time to read it.
“Find anything worthwhile?”
I jumped, turning around to face the voice. Liam.
Liam’sstare flicked between the book and me. Lifting the book back up, I slipped it back where I found it, careful of the other paperbacks surrounding it.
I shook my head.
“Have you read that one?”
“No,” I said. “I uh, haven’t gotten to read just for the fun of it in a long time.”
“You think reading is fun?” Liam asked, sarcastically. “I’m shocked.”
“You are not.”
He chuckled at my cheek.
“They call it the best form of escapism for a reason,”I reasoned.
“You’reup again.”Liam looked at me up and down, his lips twisted as he spoke still, face giving nothing away. Icouldn’ttell what he was feeling. Content? Upset?
You’dknow if there was a bond. If he bit–
My face flushed. I mentally attempted to slap the omega desire back down.
No matter what Demetri or Cal said,I’dnever get used to that.
“You look better after your… nap.”
I studied him for a moment, looking at the slight tenseness of his jaw. My nap? Did something happen in the house while I was sleeping…with his packmates?
Understanding dawned on me.
My eyes widened. “I’m sorry.”
“What?”
I extended my hands as if they held all the answers. When theydidn’t, I tucked them back into my stomach.“I’msorry if I’ve been crossing some line. I know that we– well, we almost– but Ihadn'teven thought about what it might mean since Ididn’tknow…you’reall together and stuff as a pack that could meanthat youwouldn’twant…”
“When?”
“By sleeping in the nest upstairs by Demetri and Cal. A lot recently,”I flushed.“Ididn’trealize or think about keeping them from youandthen I woke up and?—”
Things got a whole lot more complicated.
I kept adding it all to the list.
“Stop talking.”