Page 7 of Ivory Ashes

“Only the last six months.”

I don’t have time to understand what that means before he strokes his thumb over the soaked front of my panties. He groans a single time. Just one deep sound, low in his throat, before he slips his thumb under the lace. He plays in my wetness, dragging it up and down until I’m covered in myself. When the calloused pad of his thumb brushes over my clit, I jerk off the bed.

Mikhail arches a brow like I’m an interesting puzzle and does it again.

I want him to say something. I want him to talk dirty. Tell me I’m beautiful. Hell, call me a dirty slut. Just give me something.

But he is the same stoic, detached Mikhail I’ve seen only in passing for the last six months. Except now, he’s sliding his thick middle finger inside of me.

“Oh my God.” I arch my back, my head lolling against the mattress.

Mikhail is working his finger into me with an aloof professionalism that I am not in any way matching. He’s calm, cool, and collected—I’m an absolute fucking mess.

I moan, rolling my hips to take more of him. I need more. I reach down and grab his wrist. I’m prepared to fuck myself with his finger if I have to.

But before I can, he pulls out of me.

I start to sit up, my body pulsing helplessly around nothing, my mind whirring as I try to come up with the world’s least-prepared, most-convincing argument for why he should always be inside of me, starting, like, rightfuckingnow. Then Mikhail takes my wrist and pins my arm to the mattress above my head.

Belatedly, I register that he has unzipped his pants. That’s probably why he let go of my wrist. To get himself ready.

Then my logistical thoughts burn up like space junk entering the atmosphere as Mikhail enters me. He presses his cock to my throbbing pussy and slides in.

“Big,” I gasp. Sometime in the last six months, I must have lost my filter. Sometime in the last six seconds, I lost the power of speech.

But I’m not wrong. Just the head of him feels like too much.

Also, weirdly, not enough.

His fingers dig into the soft curves of my hips as he braces me. He holds me still as he fills me in a relentless, heady stroke.

“Better than I imagined,” he rasps, sliding deeper inside of me.

Somewhere in the distance, a record scratches. Mikhail imagined this? Me? Us?

I don’t have the neurons to process that. Not when I’m already at the brink of physical overwhelm processing the way he’s stretching me. The way I’ve never been this full. The way people write songs about sex like this and here I am, having it, with Mikhail Novikov.

The brother of the man I was supposed to marry.

This is not the way I thought tonight was going to go.

I lift my hips and we fall together at a new angle. I clamp down around him. And Mikhail grunts.

My vision is blurring, but I look up at him. He’s over top of me, granite jaw clenched. His lower lip is curled between his teeth. His brow is furrowed.

Testing a theory, I tighten around Mikhail again.

He growls and drives into me harder. His hand is wrapped so tightly around my wrist that my fingers are going numb. I send a silent thanks out to the editors of Cosmo for being a girl’s best friend and encouraging me to add in a few sets of Kegels after yoga. Then I do it again.

“Don’t,” he warns.

He’s looking at me. The ice in his eyes is everywhere now. It’s spreading. His entire expression is frigid despite how hot he is between my legs.

My body flutters around him. Seeing Mikhail Novikov hovering over top of me is almost enough to push me over the edge.

“Don’t what?” I gasp.

He slams into me, his weight pressing against my clit. “Don’t move.”

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