Page 19 of Until I Own You

Except it’s not empty. Not when my imagination is running so wild.

It’s the same as always.

Bridget, Bridget, Bridget.

Bridget in my arms, Bridget on her knees. Bridget on my cock.

I take the flogger, wind it back, and with all my might, hit the bare spanking horse.

“Fuck!” I yell. Thank god the rooms are soundproof.

The leather on leather lends the air a raw smack. It would sound so much better on skin. On her skin.

I try to even my breath as I stare at the table.

What if…

No, I couldn’t think about that. It’s bad enough I’ve had fantasies about Bridget since I met her. I can’t imagine her now. In the one place I’ve always gone to get away from fantasies of her.

It’s too late.

I can see it. Clear as day.

Her, bent over the spanking horse, wearing that damn outfit Penny was in. The thin fabric covering her alabaster ass. She’s already pale enough in the face, lord knows her ass must be white as a canvas. Even better for spanking. I’d get to see every bit of redness. Every welt.

I’d paint the best work of art yet.

Fuck, I’m hard.

I resituate the flogger in my hand and give the bench another smack.

I imagine her under the leather, body balking and bracing. Arms locked in restraints. The sounds she’d make.

She wouldn’t call me Seth. She’d call me Sir.

“You like that, pet?” I say softly as if she’s in the room with me. It’s foolish. But I have to let it out.

“Yes, Sir.”

I blink. It’s like she’s right here in the room with me. Her dark hair falling to the side over the table, her face turned to the side, her expression wanton.

Chest heaving. Breasts smushed against the leather, threatening to spill out of their cups.

No, fuck it. This is my fantasy. She’d be naked.

“Do you want me to do it again?”

“Yes, Sir.”

I do.

The funishment I wasn’t able to hand Penny comes effortlessly now.

I release a thrall of slaps with the flogger.

My cock grows harder with each one.

I don’t care how pathetic it is, me alone, playing out my deepest, darkest fantasy. To dominate the one woman I can never have.

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