Page 2 of Of War and Realms

At least I’m self-aware enough to admit it…especially since I’m too much of a coward to walk away.

Casmir presses his forehead to mine, and I can’t help the giddy smile that takes over my face. His eyes are pools of the sweetest song. I imagine laying in a field at dusk, watching as the streaks of golden light rush through the horizon.

I love you.

He grins at my internal declaration. I open the bond so wide I could walk through it and nestle in their bodies. I let them feel every bit of love I hold for them. All the possessive thoughts I normally keep to myself and each strand of warmth and happiness that they’ve woven into me. I let them have it all.

Emrys’s breath hitches behind me, while Casmir’s hands grip my waist tighter. I keep myself closed off to them most of the time; they shouldn’t be forced to live with my darkness. They’re both still working on how to close off from me, though. I’ve had my entire life to practice with Xamira, and they’ve only just begun. I expect it will take a while before their presence under my skin dampens.

Not that I want them to hurry. I feel safe with their emotions. Protected. Even when those emotions are dark or upsetting…they’re still a part of me, and I’m not sure I ever want to stop feeling it.

But that’s a worry for another time. Right now? I need my males.

I grab my prince’s face and devour his lips. Our tongues meet and the groan that vibrates through him has my back arching. My arms encircle his neck and I pull him impossibly closer, trying to consume everything he’s giving me. A deep shiver runs through me when Em’s tongue lightly traces up my spine. His fingertips brush the crest of my shoulder, and I suck in a shuddering breath, my sensitized skin showing me no mercy.

Cas breaks our kiss, working his mouth down my jaw and over the tender flesh of my throat; at the same time, Em pushes my hair to the side and lightly runs his lips just behind my ear. My abdomen contracts, and I’m trembling. The prince sucks my breast into his mouth, swirling his tongue over the nipple. I moan deeply at the sensation, and my head falls back to Em’s shoulder. His hands slide around my ribs to my front, cupping the underside of my breasts to hold them for Cas.

“Let’s have some fun, love,” he barely whispers in my ear. I roll my head, taking in the smirk on his face and fire in his honey eyes. I nod. Of course I want to play with my prince.

I put a finger under Casmir’s chin, lifting him back up. He looks confused for only a moment before his captain’s mouth descends on his over my shoulder. I slide to the side, waiting for Emrys to push our other bond onto his back.

Oh. My. Gods.

I’m certain I’m drooling. The sight of my two males holding tightly onto each other, lost in the other’s taste? I could watch this every day for a millennium and it still wouldn’t be enough.

Em guides Cas down, leaning over his side so that I have access to my prince’s beautiful cock. I have no time for teasing. I want to taste him. I grab his shaft and lick him from base to tip. He jerks, looking around Emrys’s head, who is now tasting his neck. I smirk at him and stare into his eyes as I slide his length inside my mouth. He hisses at the sensations, gripping Em’s hair to drag him back up. He captures his captain’s mouth once again, and I watch intensely as I so slowly bob my head over his cock, deeply satisfied when he shudders each time.

Emrys pulls back, giving Cas a hard look that says "stay down, or else," and turns to join me in the fun he suggested.

“Oh fuck, I can’t watch this…I’m going to come just thinking about it,” Casmir groans, rubbing his palms over his eyes.

I pop him out of my mouth, pulling Em in for a kiss before guiding him over his prince, ensuring he takes as much length as he can. Holding his head down, I watch Cas’s eyes roll, and the groan he lets out will be imprinted on my soul forever. I need to hear it again.

I give some attention to his balls, sucking on each one deeply. I want to make this incredible for him. I want the other gods to hear his screams of pleasure. I want them to know exactly who I’m fucking, and I hope it pisses my mother off.

“Fucking hell. Gods, you both feel. So. Good.” He murmurs between breaths, rolling his hips in the uncontrolled way he does before he comes. Yes. I want it.

I pull his cock from Emrys, sliding it into my throat just as he comes with a moan the entire castle surely heard. I drink him in, but halt as Emrys’s hand closes around my throat, preventing me from swallowing.

“You better share, love,” he grits out, his voice demanding. I nod slightly, and he releases his grip, though his hand stays wrapped under my jaw.

As soon as Cas is done, my mouth is full and his cum threatens to spill out. I pull off of him, and Emrys immediately pinches my chin and forces me to face him. He looks positively sinful.

“Let me taste our prince,” he breathes. His gaze is piercing; he wants to give Casmir a show. And I’m more than happy to oblige.

I stick out my tongue, letting Cas’s release flow freely. Em jolts forward like he’s been waiting for this his entire life; he licks up my chin and over my tongue, capturing every drop that’s spilled. His mouth surrounds mine, searching for everything I didn’t swallow. I’m so fucking turned on that a deep wave of pleasure slams into my core, causing me to sit backward. Emrys growls, and one of his arms circles my waist, while the other tangles in my hair and holds me up against him roughly. He’s feral. I fucking love it.

Casmir groans. “You two will seriously be the death of me. I cannot even explain how fucking hot this is.” I giggle into Em, and he finally lets me take in air as he bites the crease of my shoulder. He sucks the base of my neck, a whimper leaving me as the taut sensation shoots straight to my pussy.

“I need to fuck you.” His voice is so commanding I almost don’t recognize it. With the hand still gripping my hair, he turns me and shoves me down onto Casmir, forcing my legs to straddle him. “Hold her,” he barks out to his prince. Cas’s arms wrap around me, and I rest my forehead against his since I have nowhere else to go.

“Breathe, princess,” he murmurs against my lips.

“Why—”

Emrys slams into me so hard I scrunch my eyes closed and wince at the burn. He grabs my hips tight enough to bruise. It’s painful, but also fucking incredible. He fucks me hard, taking me exactly how he wants. He uses a hand to push my pelvis down, grinding my clit against Cas’s semi-hard cock.

“Oh my gods,” I whimper, sobbing against the sheer pleasure and force of everything. His piercings rub against the perfect spot with every thrust, and I cry out, wrapping my arms around Cas’s neck; he loosens his grip on me enough that I can bury my face next to his.

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