Page 54 of Of Gods and Pain

No. She’s smiling.

An actual smile. And I can’t do anything but return it, gripping her waist tighter. I don’t want this moment to end. How did I live without this for so long?

The part of my chest that holds her and Em’s souls is crazed, pounding against the walls and demanding to reach for her. She jolts forward, eyes widening, as if her body is also begging her to meet with mine.

I need her so badly, but I won’t force her. I can smell Em’s release on her as much as I scent her current arousal, and it’s forcing my cock to strain against my loose pants. No doubt she’d be able to see it if she looked down. She smirks, reading my thoughts.

I want to tell her that I don’t expect anything, and don’t want her to feel obligated just because she fucked Em. I would never do that, and neither would he. But I don’t get the chance because she leans forward and presses her lips to mine; hesitantly at first, but it takes no time before she lets go and molds herself to me. I hold her tight with one hand on her back, and the other slides down to her ass, gripping the warm flesh and pulling her further into me. She groans when my erection glides over her abdomen, and she tightens the muscles, making me smile against her euphoric mouth.

I pull back and she whines, a laugh bubbling out of me before I look her in the eye. “Is this what you want?” I have to make sure.

She nods heavily, her heated eyes staring at my lips. “Yes. Gods, yes, I want you so bad.” Her needy voice nearly has me coming already.

“Fuck,” I say more to myself before she's slamming her lips back to mine. She fists my shirt, turning us so that we switch places. I grab her ass to sit her on my desk, and she wraps her legs around me and grinds into my cock, making us both moan into each other.

I want to savor this. Her. I want to memorize every curve of her body until I could draw it by memory. I want to touch each part of her, learning the different sounds she makes, and use that to create the most beautiful melody.

But this isn’t the time for that. She needs me, and fuck if I could ever say no to anything she asks for.

I drag my hand under the hem of her shirt, grazing her bare, soaking pussy.

“Very dangerous to walk around the castle with no panties on,” I tease against her mouth. “Someone like me might just come along and have you for dinner.”

She moans and drops her head back. “Yes. Please, yes!” I smirk, drowning in the desire written across her features.

“And you’re so wet for me already? Or is that just Emrys’s cum?” Her head snaps up, eyes narrowed in a challenge.

No challenge necessary. I need to taste her.

I pull her body slightly over the edge of the desk, dropping to my knees and keeping my gaze locked with hers as I reach out my tongue and run it up her heated center. Her mouth drops open, and the image shoots straight to my dick, causing it to twitch behind the coarse fabric.

“Fuck, you two taste incredible.” The muskiness of her need, and the saltiness of Em’s release, slide over my tongue and I groan, attacking her pussy with fervor.

Her hips jerk at the pressure, and I grab her legs to hold them over my shoulders, keeping her exactly where I need her. I reach one hand over her thigh, spreading her glistening lips apart to suck deeply on her clit, smiling when she screams.

I love seeing her like this, coming undone from my mouth.

She grabs my hair, forcing my face deeper into her, and I happily oblige to the request. I enter her with my tongue, sucking her lips with mine and lightly circling her puffy nerves with my thumb.

“Oh my fucking gods, Casmir. Oh, shit!” Her voice is strained with pure pleasure as she grinds her hips over my face. I curl my tongue, feeling her walls tremble, and press harder on her clit, taking her over the edge. She screams my name, and utter satisfaction rolls through me.

I keep up my movements, dragging out every bit of pleasure I can from her and she writhes, attempting to push me away when it becomes too much.

“Cas, I can’t—” she’s breathes heavily.

“Yes, you can. And you will. I want another,” my voice is deep and demanding. I tighten my hold on her as she squirms, moving one hand under her leg to thrust two fingers inside. Her back arches as she mumbles incoherent words. This is exactly where I needed her to be.

Completely lost in the pleasure I’m giving her.

I fuck her with my hand, using my mouth to lap up every bit of her and Em. I could feast on this forever. Her pussy clamps around my fingers and she falls back to the desk, arms giving out on her.

That’s fine. She won’t need arms for what I plan to do.

I slide my mouth up her body, pushing the shirt over her head as I circle her breasts. She lifts up on her elbows, kissing me so deeply my knees almost stop working.

“You taste like nothing else,” I murmur, licking her lips before pulling her up with me.

“I need your cock. I need you inside me.” She reaches for my pants, pulling them down just enough to let my length spring free. I clench my jaw when she wraps her hand around, pulling the skin gently.

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