Page 43 of Shattered Vows

“Fuck, Rapsody.” His voice is rough like sandpaper.

“Do you still want to go deeper?” I ask.

He shakes his head, meeting my gaze. “No, now I want to suck on your glorious tits.” I press my thighs together underwater, but Kol smirks as if he can read my mind. “You gonna let me worship these tits, sweetheart?”

My nipples pucker even tighter than they already were, and a low chuckle leaves Kol. He’s finally in front of me, only inches away, and I watch as he lowers his mouth to my right breast. He does it so slowly that I’m practically panting by the time he flicks his tongue against my turgid peak.

My head tips back, releasing a breathy exhalation, when he closes his mouth around the bud, pulling my lower half into him. His hard length presses against me, and an involuntary shudder works its way through my body. Kol’s tongue flicks and swirls around my nipple, and he sucks hard before softly biting the tip. A mewl crawls up my throat, and my hips move of their own accord, rubbing his erection against my tummy.

Kol releases my breast and backs up a few inches. “Want to check another thing off your list?”

I do want. I want to know what his length feels like in my hand, if he feels as hard and smooth as I imagined. Tentatively, I reach under the water and grip him. He shuts his eyes with a curse. When I move my hand up and down his shaft, he groans. Heat floods my body, even in the lukewarm water.

Kol brings his head down to my other breast, and his tongue slides over my nipple, causing the peak to glisten. He brings his hand up to my other breast, massaging and tweaking the nipple with his finger and thumb.

I grip him tighter, and his hips slowly move back and forth. The vision of him doing that while entering my body comes to mind, and my free hand runs down the back of his head. The friction of his stubble against my palm only adds to the chorus of sensations racing through my body.

Kol bites my nipple, harder this time, and tugs. I cry out. Not because it’s painful, though it is in the most delicious way, but because it feels like electricity racing straight from my breast down between my legs. My clit is swollen and desperate for attention, and I’d bet anything Kol knows that.

“Kol, I…” I don’t know how to finish my thought.

“Don’t worry, sweetheart, I know what you need.”

Without warning, his hands grip the backs of my thighs. He tugs me up out of the water and wraps my legs around his waist. My yelp turns into a moan when his length centers between my legs. Oh god, if it feels this good just to have him near my entrance, what would it feel like to have him inside me?

Kol’s lips meet mine, and he doesn’t stop kissing me the entire walk out of the pond. It’s all I can do to stop myself from grinding against him. My clit pulses. Once we’re a few paces from the water, Kol gently lays me on the grass, then straightens back up to stand over me. I get my first good look at his naked body.

It’s glorious. There’s a brutal sort of beauty about him from the muscles apparent under his olive skin and the tattoos on his body. The way he holds himself, hands clenched, chest heaving—all of it comes together to make the perfect package. Even the scars I assume he must have gotten while he was in the military only add to his coarse beauty.

His eyes soak me in, and he lazily strokes his cock while his gaze roams my body. When his gaze reaches the apex between my thighs, his hand stills. “Fuck, sweetheart, did you shave that pussy bare for me?”

“Yes.” I think back to my decision a couple of days ago to do so and know I made the right one when the need to conquer me shines in his eyes.

“Jesus.” He squeezes the end of his cock as if the sight of my body is too much. “I’m gonna make you come with my tongue. That alright with you?”

My hips shift just thinking about having Kol’s head between my legs. I nod. What will it feel like to have his tongue on me when his fingers undid me with such ease?

Kol falls to his knees and slides his hands up my thighs, spreading me open for him. “Are you on birth control?”

My eyes widen. I thought he said mouth? Are we doing this now?

He chuckles, clearly reading my thoughts. “Not today, but birth control takes a while to kick in. When I take this pussy, I have to go in bare.”

I squeeze my legs together to stem the insistent thrumming between them, but Kol holds my thighs wide open with his hands.

“I’m on the Depo-Provera shot. I started it before my wedding, so I have another… five or six weeks left before I have to get another one.”

Kol’s jaw tightens for a moment at the reminder of why I went on birth control in the first place, but he seems to set those feelings aside and his jaw relaxes. “Good.”

He lies down between my legs and his whiskey-colored eyes stare up at me. I’m going to paint this image one day. Not for anyone else to see, but to cement it in my mind.

Kol uses his thumbs to spread me wide, then his tongue takes a thorough swipe from top to bottom. I almost internally combust. The sensation is too much, yet I yearn for more.

A moan rips from my throat as he leans in and gets to work. It feels as if he’s French kissing my clit. The sounds slipping out of him awaken my arousal for him even more.

It’s not going to take me long to finish at this rate.

Kol sucks on my clit, and I feel as if I’m levitating, but he holds me to the ground with the firm push of his hand on my hips. I moan, not caring if anyone nearby overhears me. The sun bathes us in heat while my hands find my breasts, squeezing them both. Kol watches me from between my legs, and it’s so erotic. His heated gaze takes me up another level, and I tug on my nipples. An electric current rushes from my nipples to where his tongue is centered on me.