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“Do you have supplies?” I asked.

He leaned over me, caging me in with his arms. “We’re exclusive, right?”

I nodded.

“Do you want to wear one? I trust you.”

Safe sex was usually one of my hard limits, even after exchanging test results with someone, but not with Hayden. I wanted to feel all of him, share this moment with him. Not only was this my first time with a guy, but it was also our first time. I didn’t want any barriers between us.

“Get the lube,” I leaned up and nipped at his lip.

He rolled off me and dug around in his night table. Moments later, he was back, his hot flesh pressing me into the mattress.

Wrapping my arms around him, I slowed our kisses. He followed my lead and tightened his knees around my sides, completely surrounding me.

“Need you,” he mumbled against my lips.

“Give me the lube so I can prep you.”

He sat back on his heels, a cocky grin on his lips. “What if I want to prep myself?” he asked, a gleam in his eye.

“Yeah?” I rubbed his ass, teasing the full globes with my hands. “Then you’d better put on a good show.”

He moaned and slicked his fingers with lube, rubbing them together. Biting his lip enticingly, he reached behind himself, his movements quick and jerky.

“Slow.” I rubbed that spot on his stomach that never failed to drive him wild. “Nice and slow for me. Pretend it’s my hand.”

He shivered and relaxed.

“Rub your hole for me.”

He sighed, his eyes on mine as his arm moved slowly behind him.

“So good,” I purred in that tone I knew he loved. “Now, press a little harder. Make sure you’re nice and slick and ready.”

Another moan.

“So good. Now, push the tip of your finger inside. Not deep. Just enough to make you want more.”

“River.”

“That’s right, baby. I’m the one who makes you feel good, right?”

He nodded, his eyes wide and eager.

“You want to feel even better?”

“Yes!”

“Push your finger inside yourself. Go slow. I want to see it.”

He knew I didn’t mean the actual penetration. I wanted to see his expression change.

He sank back on his hand, his lips parting in a soft sigh, his jaw going slack.

“Does it feel good, baby?” I rubbed his thighs.

I wished like hell I was the one touching him, but seeing him like this was so incredible I knew I’d be reliving this moment in my fantasies for years to come.

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