Page 28 of Alexander's Heart

“Angel, how are you feeling?” He whispers close to my ear.

Heat rushes through me, “I feel great, but you’re making me all hot and bothered.”

Alexander chuckles loudly, “I think it’s a little soon for play time, my love.”

“I will consult with Doc, I need to know if it’s safe to make love to you, I also want to get out of here and be home with you and Alexa. I say seriously.

“I want that too, Angel, but there is also no rush. Your body has been through a lot and you need time to fully recover.”

I turn my head and kiss his lips and the tingles travel through me, our tongues merging into a passionate kiss and I swear I feel like I’m about to come.

“Omg-osh, Alexander, I need you so much.”

I don’t give him a chance to reply because I take his mouth and lower my hand to the bulge in his suit pants. Alexander groans into my mouth which only fuels my desire. I can’t help it I have this overwhelming sense of urgency rush through me. Alexander pulls away breathing heavily.

“Angel, if you keep going, I’m going to want to take you into the ensuite and have my way with you, but I don’t think Doc would approve, it’s too soon, we just need to be patient.”

I stare into his forest green eyes and the heat I see has me not caring, I need to feel my man and that we’re still... us.

“I have some things I need to fill you in on,” he says cautiously.

My worry escalates and I rush to ask, “Do you still love me? Are we, okay? Please, Alexander, I don’t want to lose you and Alexa.”

“Angel, hush my love, I love you and nothing will ever change that, breathe... I need to fill you in what has been happening and it’s going to be unsettling, and quite a shock. Do you think you can handle it now, or would you like to wait?”

I study Alexander’s face and can see he is filled with concern, “I need to know what has him worried.”

Alexander takes a deep breath, “You remember the accident, but you’ve made no mention of anything after that and there is a lot more that happened.”

My brow furrows in question, trying to remember anything after the accident, but there is nothing there.

“No, the last thing I remember is looking to Alexa and Dad hanging by their seatbelts at the top side of the car.” My mind flicks with a memory of a dark figure approaching the vehicle, “then a dark figure outside, I think they were the rescue crew.”

Alexander’s face morphs into anger and it takes me by surprise, I pull away slightly and take him in, his body language has changed and he’s in mission mode.

“This is going to be hard to hear, Angel, let me know if you want to stop, okay?” he says his voice laced with anger, not at me per say but at what he’s about to tell me.

“Okay, I’m listening.” I whisper up at him, and I see him close his eyes and when he opens them, they are black pools of raw emotion.

“So, it was Trickle who ran you off the road that day, and he managed to cut his way into the vehicle with the jaws of life. Alexa woke to Trickle dragging you from the Beast because of your screams.”

Tears spillover my eyes, “Did he touch her?”

“No, Angel, Alexa and Davies were left in the vehicle and were tended to by ground support quickly.”

I nod thankfully, “I’m glad he didn’t touch Alexa.” I breathe out.

Alexander nods and holds me firmer, “He did touch you though, he kidnapped you and had you held in the old fishery in Rutland, when we found you, it was almost too late. When we burst into the room, I found him behind you and pulling up his pants.” Alexander grinds out.

“D-Did he... did he rape me?” I manage with a sob, tears streaming down my face.

“No, Angel, he didn’t. Doc examined you thoroughly once you were at the hospital and there was no sign of sexual assault, but you were beaten within an inch of your life.”

Alexander pauses to breathe and kiss my forehead, and I feel his love filter through my body, calming me.

“You were shackled to the wall and while Doc was saving your life, Cuddy worked on releasing your arm. We got you to the Blackhawk and that’s when my world shattered.” Alexander is shaking his head, “your heart stopped. If it wasn’t for Doc and Blake being there, I would have lost you.” I see unshed tears in my strong man’s eyes.

“I’m here, and I’m with you Alexander.”

---