Page 90 of The Pain We Allow

She was struck aback at the realization that she hadn’t felt the need to tell him how hard or soft to hit, it was like he just knew.

He knew what she needed.

“There we go, amor! That’s what I’m talking about. Now it’s time to really play,” Colin said, tossing the whip down. Walking swiftly to the table, he turned the speed on the dildo up one more notch, turned the vibrator down a bit, and turned the flame completely off. Olivia blinked at the duality of the switching of sensations and licked her lips as he then took one of the clamps off one her nipples and left the other one attached, making her feel suddenly off kilter.

“No, oh no please,” she whispered, her eyes widening in surprise. Her heart began to beat painfully as shockwaves rolled through her body, and she felt her sex spasm painfully around the dildo which suddenly felt thicker inside her, battering against her tender, swollen tissues. She almost choked on a shocked breath as her body temperature rose almost unbearably.

“No!” she screamed, panicking as her body fell out of control, the loss of some of the sensation, and the increase of the thrusting making her body confused. She swallowed hard, feeling tears come to her eyes. Colin walked swiftly past her and grabbed the whip once more.

“I’m about to make it all better, Olivia,” he assured her right as he swung the whip forward and Olivia barely had time to hear the sharp crack before she began screaming as he really let loose. Every crack rendered the air around them, confusing her even further. Some hit her back, others hit on her legs, on her arm, her shoulder, her buttocks. He varied between light taps, and harsh ones. Her body burned, despite the lack of flame under her, and she could hear her juices hit the floor as she squirted in earnest. She struggled against the ropes, fighting the next orgasm, the strength of it making her dizzy.

She blinked hazily, seeing his arm raise the whip before he flicked it and she screamed hard, feeling drool hitting her chin as she suddenly orgasmed the hardest she ever had in her life.

She barely heard him drop the whip as he walked up behind her and swiped his hands gently down her back and legs, soothing her.

“So fucking beautiful amor,” he praised as her screams broke off into sobs as she began to cry. He smoothed his hand to her front and manipulated her free nipple with the fingers of one hand, and moved the vibrator aside he grasped her clit with the other, rolling them both. “Almost done, beautiful,” Olivia thrashed her head, her back was burning, her nipples were so tight they were painful, and her clit was so engorged every tug and flick made her gush wetly.

“Sir plleeaassseeeee,” she moaned miserably, tensing up as he dug his fingernail into her nipple and twisted it gently. Colin chuckled.

“I don’t even know what you’re begging for, because once I turn everything off, it’s my turn. You know that right?” he whispered against her ear, hiding his smile.

Joy. It was a beautiful feeling, and he took pleasure in her shocked eyes meeting his before she turned away, screwing her face up in another orgasm, this one sounding like a torturous one.

He bent to her, licking into her mouth, licking up her chin that was covered in her spit and swallowing her screams as he played with her some more, loving the hot feel of her skin from being pleasured too long. He pulled away reluctantly and turned off the machines, freeing her from them gently. Not able to help himself, he leaned forward and softly sucked her overstimulated nipples, eating up her small whimpers as she hung there helplessly. He smiled as her cum splashed against the ground once more when he pulled the dildo out.

Helping her out of the suspension and the ropes, he stretched her out on the mat and massaged her lovingly. Wrapping her up in a robe hanging by the door, he carried her through the closet and into their bedroom where he laid her down and talked to her while he fucked her nice and soft, chasing his own release.

"Do you have any idea how settled you make me feel? How long I've waited for you baby?" he whispered to her, his hips moving slowly against hers as he ran a hand through her hair, cupping her head to keep her still while he moved his lips just as slow against her.

Olivia moaned, arching under him and running her hands down his back. She smiled against his mouth. "Well, I know it wasn't near as long as I waited for you. You are thirty nine years old after all."

They shared a chuckle and he gave her a surprisingly rough circle of his hips.

"Aahh," she sighed, feeling sore and on such a high.

"Yeah?" he chuckled against her lips. "You like when I do that?"

Olivia nodded. Licking along his bottom lip, she nibbled on it before pulling back and looking into his dark eyes. "As long as you keep it nice and slow for me." She tightened hard around him, making him grunt. He gave her a smile.

"Yes Ma'am." he chuckled again and feathered his finger across her cheek as he repeated the movement.

"Ohhh…" she gave him a teasing look, arching her eyebrow. "I think I like the sound of that."

Colin raised his eyebrows as he kept his movements nice and slow. "Hmmm…I wouldn't get used to it." He leaned further into her face and kissed the side of her mouth. "Did you like me whipping you baby? What was your favorite thing we did in there? Tell me…you know I want to hear." Colin ceased moving as she suddenly flooded his dick. He lowered his head to her neck and breathed deeply as he held himself high and hard inside of her. "God, that was such a great nonverbal answer… you feel so hot."

Olivia whimpered through a slow wicked orgasm, replaying the way the whip felt hitting her back, and the way he looked when he welded it. "Oh Colin, you looked so sexy behind me, whipping me." She rippled around him again, getting off on replaying what happened just an hour before. She looped her arms around his neck and held him close. "You're the most handsome man I've ever seen. And you're all mine."

Colin pulled back, and gave her a wicked smile. Noting that their Page III session brought out a different side of Olivia than he was used to getting. "Oh baby, nothing beats how you looked up there, your red hair, pink flushed cheeks, the way your skin reddened for me so deliciously. Ohhhh." He groaned, the sound almost her undoing and Colin hissed as he felt her slick over him once more. "There's way more to come. I hope you're ready."

Olivia's eyes flashed in a challenge at him. "I was born ready." She licked her lips, throwing her head back as he suddenly leaned down and took a sensitive distended nipple into his wet, warm mouth and suckled at her. He took a second to switch between her breasts, giving her love there before he settled even deeper into her and placed his lips to her ear.

"Once upon a time, there was a lonely man who, despite all his wealth and connections, seemed to live a life with only half of a heart in his chest. And every day he searched for the other half. He would walk around and look for it within other people, seeing theirs didn't quite fit. They were too whole, not cracked like his."

Olivia whimpered, slapping a hand to her mouth as her eyes welled up with tears. Colin continued, still moving nice and slow against her, feeling tremors begin to rack her body.

"Or they were a different color, a different size. He looked everywhere he could, coffee shops, parties, book stores. And still, no one could help him. Their hearts all belonged to someone else. The man became desperate, looking for the other half of his heart in things instead of people, so he began to search elsewhere, and yet still nothing fulfilled him. Eventually, his light became dimmer and dimmer as the years went on until he gave up, fearing that no one would ever see and match his light."

Olivia quietly cried, his admission and the way he was working her body so sweetly after making her so discombobulated in their sex room unraveling her.

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