Page 81 of Redeem Me

My thumb taunts her clit, working the fleshy nub as I drink down her juices. Natasha nearly tears my sheets free of the mattress when she comes. Her heels dig into the bed. I hold her still, refusing to relent until I’ve taken all I need.

Natasha comes hard, crying out my name and nearly begging me for mercy. I finally free her clit from my unrelenting teasing. Yet, I take my time enjoying her wet pussy.

Finally lifting myself up and over her, I kiss her lips. Natasha reaches over and yanks a pillowcase loose. She wipes my face and smiles at me.

“Can I suck you now?”

“No. I want to fuck.”

“What about what I want?”

I consider her words. My dick is dying to return to her pussy. I’m sure her lips around my cock will also feel great, but I know what I want.

I think to bully her or use reason. Except I know none of that is necessary.

“Will you please let me fuck you?” I ask rather than wasting words arguing my case.

Relenting immediately, Natasha smiles and cups my face. “I love you,” she says, nearly breaking my heart with how easy she makes the words sound.

Kissing her, I stroke her wet slit with the head of my cock. In that moment, I get a glimpse of my future. Loving Natasha can be as simple as choosing to never let her go. If I hold on tight enough, this beautiful, kindhearted woman will give me everything I need.

NATASHA

I’m not a shallow person. My first boyfriend was a goofy-looking guy with a bad haircut and braces. However, he also volunteered at an animal sanctuary and loved to read.

Bear has been handsome since I met him. Most of the men in his club are good-looking. Big whoop. They were just Siobhan’s wild foster brothers.

Only when I saw Bear’s concern for his often-annoying younger brother did I fall for the sexy biker. His outer beauty wasn’t enough to win me, but his big heart stole my breath.

Right now, as he moves inside me, I can’t deny he’s a gorgeous man. Any woman would go crazy with his attention focused on them. Yet, I know under his muscled, tatted exterior beats the heart of an empathetic, loyal man. Bear is more than the growly, temperamental brute I first believed. And I get to keep him!

My fingers slide across his nipples and tingle at the feel of his chest hairs. He moves steadily, fucking me deeply, refusing to rush. We’re past our earlier horny shenanigans. I’m watching myself be claimed by the man I love.

Right now, we’re stripped down and raw. There’s nothing to hide behind anymore. I’m just a woman weak for a man.

Bear looks disappointed when he comes. I feel the same way. I never want this moment to end. I’m afraid of tomorrow in the daylight when I live in a world with expectations.

In this dark house, scented by my man’s rich cologne, I feel lightheaded and lost in love.

Bear rests at my side like when we were in the clubhouse’s bedrooms. I stare at him as his fingers leisurely explore my sweaty, bare flesh.

“In a month, we won’t need to say goodbye,” I whisper after noticing a text from security informing me of how I have an hour before I’m expected to leave. “I’ll crawl under your blankets and take up half of the bed. Which side do you want?”

Bear’s pouting lips tug into a grin as he sizes up the bed and looks around the room. I see him picturing me living here. I have no idea how that’ll work. He’s at the clubhouse most nights. He often rides around in the evenings.

Now, Bear will have a house full of people. How often will he spend his evenings here? Back in the day, I rarely noticed Pork Chop at Above Snakes. Bear’s brother didn’t have any use for the club sluts. Rather than drinking until he needed to sleep it off in the clubhouse’s bedrooms, Pork Chop stayed home with Carys and their boys. Is that the future I’ll share with Bear?

Unwilling to ruin our good mood by asking for assurance, I wait for Bear to decide which side of the bed he wants for me.

“Women piss a lot at night, right?”

“Sure.”

“Especially when they’re pregnant,” he says as his hand rests flat on my belly. “I talked to some of my brothers with kids. They make it sound good.”

“You already have two kids. Do you really want to make a baby right away?”

Bear frowns, assuming I’m disagreeing with him. As I lift my lips to meet his, I kiss away his worries. Bear seems calmer as I cuddle against his warm body.

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