My days of worrying about my boobs and bra and all that were far behind me.
 
 Especially after having a child and gravity flirting with me in an inevitable way.
 
 I touched my stomach and swallowed hard.
 
 There were more curves to my body now than…
 
 When, Sage? Huh? What timeframe are you exactly comparing yourself to right now?
 
 I clenched my teeth together tight.
 
 I had no clue what I was doing right then but I couldn’t stop myself.
 
 Small, scar-like ripples of stretch marks tattooed my stomach.
 
 Not really visible unless you were looking hard enough.
 
 My belly button had been a proper O shape, but was more of a standing oval.
 
 My hips were round.
 
 That part I never figured out.
 
 It just sort of happened and stayed like that.
 
 My panties were black.
 
 Boring
 
 No frills. No lace. No sexy design.
 
 Just boring, old mom panties.
 
 I looked at the door and swallowed hard.
 
 I shook my head.
 
 The door was locked.
 
 I was alone.
 
 I needed to get dressed.
 
 For a funeral.
 
 For my grandfather’s funeral.
 
 I reached back and twisted the clasp on my bra.
 
 The hooks gave way too easily, proving that this was indeed my favorite one to wear.
 
 As I tossed my bra to the bed I caught myself looking in the mirror again.
 
 This time at my bare breasts.
 
 While my nipples didn’t exactly point forward and up a little, I still thought everything looked great. I arched my back a little and took a deep breath. Staring at my body in the mirror.
 
 Fighting my imagination from going too far…