Georgiana opens her eyes. “Please Axl, more.”

While leaning down and kissing her, I slowly continue to push myself into her. Her vagina is holding me so tightly I don’t know how much longer I can last before I orgasm. I close my eyes as I slowly withdrawal.

“Please, Axl. Please.”

I kiss her tenderly. “What do you want?”

“Please, back inside of me.”

I oblige her. Of course, I do. I gently move in and out of her. Watching her for any sign of pain. She begins to clutch the sheets and put her head to one side.

“Are you okay?”

“Don’t stop.”

I continue my rhythm then, so slowly. I’m not even all the way inside of her. I keep reminding myself that this is her first time. I can’t rush her. After a minute I begin to move faster and push myself further into her. I caress her nipples as they sway with the force of my entry into her.

It doesn’t take long before she is orgasming again in waves. This in turn, sends me over the edge as well. After I’ve released, I lie down next to her and pull her tightly into my arms.

“Did I hurt you?” I’m trying to read her face. I put my hand between her legs and there’s some blood there.

“What is it you always say, ‘Pain makes the pleasure sweeter?’”

30

Georgiana

I pick up the marriage bracelet from my wardrobe and the ID necklace Axl had made for me when we were on the Alliance Force base. I look at them in my hand. I don’t want to give these up. However, I’ve been over and over it again the last six days, I can’t return to the Empire. It’s too much for me. I close my hand around the jewelry and do my best not to cry.

We are docking at Alliance Force base now. This is the end. Axl is going to be in a lot of trouble for lying to Commander Fox. But there’s nothing I can do about that. And I’m going to be sent back to Earth. My memory of Axl, the Empire, and all of this erased. And there’s nothing I can do about that either.

My door chimes and I know now how to let someone in without going to the physical door. Axl walks in and finds me with the jewelry. He comes over to me immediately and takes me in his strong arms. “It’s going to be okay.”

“It doesn’t feel that way.” I show him the jewelry in my hand. I want to keep this but I know I can’t keep anything. Will you take it to remember me by?”

He holds out his hand and I give him the bracelet and necklace. “I’ll always remember you.” He puts the necklace over his head and then under his shirt. “I’ll never take this off. To me we will have always been married.”

“With seven sacred children,” I say trying to lighten the mood, but instead it makes me burst into tears.

He gets out his dagger and slices his grey hand. “I’ll never forget you Georgiana. We will always be connected even if you don’t remember my name or what I look like.” He touches the tip of his dagger to his heart and then to mine. “We are connected there’s a strong pull, like a rope between us. Be assured your body will never forget what happened between us no matter how far apart we are.”

I wish there was a way that he could leave some kind of mark on me so that I could wonder how I go that. But he said everything about my time here will be erased.

“Are you ready?”

“Yes.” I wipe my eyes and take a deep breath. “I don’t want to do this.”

“I know,” he says. “I don’t want to do it either. But we discussed all of our options at length and unfortunately this was the best for both of us.”

“Do you think you’ll marry that woman, Aru?”

“Not if I can avoid it There is a good chance I will lose my job and if that happens, I won’t be as interesting to her.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Georgiana, none of this is your fault. I asked you to join me and you did. I should be thanking you. I was a shell of man before I met you. Now I have purpose.”

“The Alliance men’s movement.”