My phone buzzes, shattering the tranquil moment. An automated reminder—my weekly massage appointment. It's meant to knead out the tension, but the tight knots in my shoulders seem to go deeper these days.
As I drive home, the image of Emily resurfaces. Would she see past the tailored suits, the luxury car, into … what exactly? It's been years since I allowed a connection beyond the fleeting, the superficial. This time, there's an urge to dive deeper, to be seen beyond my carefully crafted persona. The potential thrills me, and more than a little, terrifies me.
My house looms in the twilight, its stark silhouette a juxtaposition to the vibrant sunset. I park and sit for a moment in the Aston Martin, the engine ticking as it cools. The silence is a strange and unfamiliar companion.
The silence weighs heavier than any barbell, heavier than the tension of a multi-million-dollar negotiation. A sigh escapes my lips, unbidden. Doubt niggles, an unfamiliar itch. This vulnerable, hesitant version of myself doesn't bode well, not when Emily awaits. In an hour, I'm meant to be confident, charming … the Silas Blackwood she met, the one who intrigued her.
I jerk upright, a jolt of determination coursing through me. No room for weakness. Tonight is a new gamble, a different kind of calculated risk. Exhaling slowly, I step out of the car and walk towards the house, its imposing lines mirroring my resolve.
Inside, the minimalist decor offers no warmth, no distraction. I head to the bathroom, the ritual of a hot shower a means to reset, to wash away the lingering uncertainty. The mirror reflects a familiar face—sharp angles, the intensity I usually project like armor. But there's a flicker behind my eyes, a flicker Emily had ignited.
Toweling off, I move robotically, selecting a crisp shirt, cufflinks glinting in the harsh bathroom light. I'm running on autopilot, the familiar motions soothing the inner tremor. Time compresses—moments later, I'm back in the Aston Martin, engine roaring, cutting through the dusk towards Emberton.
The unassuming bistro feels oddly intimate as I enter. A scan of the room, and there she is. Emily, radiant in a vibrant blue dress that sets off her eyes, her laugh like music against the soft hum of conversation. All doubt evaporates as a surge of something akin to relief washes over me.
"Silas." She smiles, and the world tilts.
We talk for what feels like both hours and seconds. Emily is disarmingly insightful, her questions cutting through the surface-level exchanges I'm so accustomed to. I find myself revealing not deals and strategies, but snippets of my childhood, the relentless pressure that propelled me forward. She listens intently, her gaze unwavering.
"So," she teases, swirling her wine, "is this your usual first-date spot? Trying to impress me with your fancy spreadsheets?"
I laugh, startled and genuine. "No spreadsheets tonight. I promise. And somewhere a little more … lively is in order. Let's go." I wait for her to raise a suspicious brow and ask me where. Instead, she stands up and flips her cascading hair so I can see silver light spill on the ridges of her collarbones. A few strands of hair remain, snaking down to the valley between her full, lush breasts—contained just enough by the strapless number she's wearing.
I go hard at the very sight of her.
Behave, I tell myself. Internally, of course. I'm not about to make a fool of myself. I take a second to compose myself before leading her out.
"So," she smiles and nods at the vintage car. "I can see you have the beast at your command, but tonight, I'd like to drive you."
I'm game. I nod at the valet. He knows what to do.
Then, we're in Emily's car, headed toward a pub.
The one we settle into is a swirl of boisterous energy, the scent of fizzy beer and laughter filling the air. Conversation flows, fueled by shared interests and playful banter. My usual reserve melts away, replaced by a lightness I haven't felt in years. It's both intoxicating and unsettling—the ease between us feels dangerously precious.
On a whim, I suggest calling my arsenal. I know Caeleb is into Emily. It's evident. Finn … he looked smitten too. And I have no problems worshipping this woman with my best friends. Hell, I've never been all that fond of monogamy anyway.
I check the time.
Caeleb, bless his predictability, is most likely hosting one of his lavish dinners. A quick call confirms my suspicions. Finn, however, should be free. Emily's eyes light up with curiosity at the mention of my elusive friends.
Finn joins us at the pub, his usual easygoing grin becoming more pronounced as Emily launches a million-dollar smile his way.
It's late at night when all of us head to Finn's place, our bellies full of laughter and beer.
Emily leads us to her car, parked a short distance away. I slide into the back seat, letting the soft leather envelop me, while Finn takes shotgun, and Emily, with undeniable grace, slides behind the wheel.
As she starts the car, the gentle purr of the engine fills the silence of the night. The drive to Finn's house is smooth, the car gliding over the roads with effortless grace, the outside world blurring into streaks of lights.
Turning into Finn's neighborhood, the houses here are a testament to success, each one unique yet uniformly grand. But even among these, Finn's place has a way of standing out. It's a stunningly contemporary home, its facade a combination of glass, steel, and smooth concrete, illuminated by strategically placed outdoor lighting that gives it a warm, welcoming glow despite its cool, modern lines.
Emily parks the car, and we step out, the air rich with the scent of the night-blooming jasmine from Finn's garden. The front door is a masterpiece of wood and glass, opening to reveal an interior that's as sleek and stylish as the exterior promised.
The entryway is grand, with high ceilings and a stunning chandelier that casts a warm, inviting light. The decor is a mix of high-end modern and eclectic pieces, from the art adorning the walls to the plush, designer furniture.
Finn leads us through the house, each space bold, confident, yet inviting. The living room is spacious, with floor-to-ceiling windows that offer a view of the backyard oasis, complete with a sparkling pool and an outdoor kitchen that screams for summer parties.
It takes us ten minutes to settle in. I'm nursing a drink, still slightly buzzing from the laughter-filled drive over in Emily's car, when Finn suddenly halts and claps his hands together, drawing our attention.