“Have for Aoife,” I corrected, and then shifted in discomfort. “We were just friends back then. She had a fella. I told you this before.”
 
 “Ah, yes,” she mused, flicking through her notes. “Paul the prick, if I recall correctly.”
 
 I snorted. “Yeah.”
 
 “Tell me about that night,” she instructed. “About the lead-up.”
 
 “You’re asking me to remember something that happened a million years ago.”
 
 “Three and a half years ago, not a million,” she replied calmly.
 
 “Three and a half,” I repeated with a chuckle.
 
 “This is funny?”
 
 “No, it’s just…” Shaking my head, I smirked to myself as memories of past conversations flashed through my mind. “It’s just something Aoife would say a lot.”
 
 “When?”
 
 “When asked about how long she was with her ex.”
 
 Dr. B smiled before turning her attention back to her creepy quest. “The night you lost your virginity. Tell me about the lead-up.”
 
 “Jesus, this is awkward.”
 
 “Humor me.”
 
 “It was Halloween night,” I admitted. “The night Sean was born.”
 
 “2001?”
 
 “Yeah.”
 
 “Please continue.”
 
 “There was this underage disco being held in town, and I went with a few of the lads,” I told her, thinking back. “I had a run-in with Paul the prick. He was getting handsy with Aoife at the time.”
 
 “And that triggered you?”
 
 “It did more than trigger me.”
 
 “Keep going.”
 
 “I fucked off with a few of my friends, did a line of coke. Actually, I did a lot of lines.”
 
 “All cocaine?”
 
 “No.” I shook my head. “I had a thing for oxy at the time.”
 
 “The pills.”
 
 “Yeah, but I preferred to crush and snort them.”
 
 “For a faster, more intense release.”
 
 I nodded, shifting around in my seat as the familiar hunger roared to life inside of me. “Anyway, I was off my head, and I remember her taking me around the side of the building.”
 
 “Aoife?”