As my mind returned I was soon very aware of his erection, the hardness pressed against me. He had enjoyed every second of teasing and pleasing me, being in control and having his way.
Slowly, he rolled me over, bringing me around so my back was pressed up against him. A moment later, he lifted my top leg, giving himself a way to slide into me. After everything he had already done to me it felt heavenly to have him inside me.
He made love to me from behind, my arms still tied and my body close to his. I closed my eyes again, focusing on what I could feel, every inch he gave me and how deliberate and slow it was. Tonight I had been pushed by him, taken somewhere I would never have expected to go and beyond. And I wanted to give myself to him to enjoy completely.
With us so aroused by everything we had already done together, he didn’t have to take me for long. As his own climax grew closer, he sped up, grabbing one of my hips to drive closer and deeper.
Finally, he let out his own moans of relief and joined me in ecstasy. He thrust deep, pulling me onto him and holding me there until he was fully sated.
We stayed entwined for some time, cooling together and calming. My body thrummed, my insides feeling the aftershocks of being so used and teased and toyed with for some time. The sensation was entirely new and took me by surprise.
“Are you all right with everything we did today?” Lukas asked when I started to grow sleepy.
“Very much so. I was a little nervous at first, but…you made me feel safe.”
“Good. I’ll always hope to, sweets. You were amazing today. I’m glad we could do this.”
I murmured some sort of reply, feeling so cozy that I wanted to drift into sleep. Lukas chuckled and shifted before reaching up and undoing the scarf around my hands.
“Let me get you some water and clean up.” Lukas shifted from behind me, and immediately, I felt cold.
I shifted, trying to snuggle in and get warm again, but I was on top of the covers, and it was like none of my limbs worked properly. I heard Lukas chuckle again, and then he handed me a small bottle. I wasn’t sure where he got it from, but I happily drank most of it. He’d been right that I needed it, and I was grateful he’d cared about something so simple yet important.
He quickly tidied up a little and took the toy that had been inside me into the en suite. I heard a running tap for a few seconds, and then he returned.
As he came back to join me in bed, I held out the rest of the bottle to him. He finished it off and then chucked it toward the bin. It went in, making him grin.
“Today has been a good day,” he said as he got on the bed with me. He helped me pull the covers out from underneathand get under them before encouraging me to get close and comfortable again.
“Can every day be like this?” I asked, surprising even myself. The words and the request spilled out of me before I could truly consider them.
“A day off at a five-star resort?” He spoke softly in my ear as if he was genuinely trying to understand what I meant.
“No, not necessarily, although having someone else do the cooking, cleaning, and maintenance can be a relief. I don’t mean that.”
He wrapped his arm around me a little tighter and lifted himself up a little to look at me, waiting for me to continue explaining.
“It’s more…the connection between us. Being able to trust you, being there for each other. Talking so much in the car on the way here. Having fun and feeling like I can talk to other people, because no matter what, I know you’ll still like me at the end of it. That whoever is around us is already someone decent, or they wouldn’t be in your world.”
“Not everyone here is a good person,” Lukas said, seeming agitated.
“No, probably not. James struck me as…a little less than awesome. But I mean more that if you like them and are very welcoming of them, then I know that they’re safe. It was clear that you and James are not good friends.”
Lukas nodded like he understood me and settled back down again.
“You want the safety and fun this relationship brings to be in our every day. To feel deeply connected to someone who has your best interests at heart.”
“Yes. That. Especially the fun parts. You’ve shown me something I’d never have dared to do this evening.” I let out a sigh and snuggled into Lukas, hoping he would take my wordsthe way they were intended. I was more than satisfied, more than content. I was happy and excited about our future in a way I hadn’t been before.
CHAPTER SEVENTY-ONE
Sunday came too quickly, and I was once again nervous. I’d spent the previous wonderful day with Lukas, Sarai, and Richard, just the four of us, as we relaxed, played tourist for the day, and didn’t talk much about work. It was wonderful to be able to do something different and feel as if we were entirely different people.
All that changed when confronted with today. I knew that Lukas was fairly excited about seeing the game, but it was a sport that I knew very little about. I was British, and this was American Football.
Richard was showing his enthusiasm a little more, and Lukas and I came down to breakfast in the morning to find him wearing gear to show he supported his team.
“Looks good on you,” Lukas said, pulling my chair out to sit in. I smiled, not sure what counted as good and what didn’t. I wasn’t used to any of this sort of thing.