Page 84 of Love Collided

He kissed along my neck, every part of me so sensitive that I shuddered at the touch.

I could only stare at the ceiling, not quite sure what to think. I thought I’d had orgasms during sex before. If you would have asked me this morning, I would have said, of course I have. I’d told Jesse plenty of times how great the sex was, preferring that it wasn’t anything I craved because he was barely around.

I just had my first orgasm during sex and, of all the people in the world, it was with Chase.

He leaned up, kissing me. “What’s wrong? Was that not good enough? Damn, okay. Flip over, we’ll go again.”

He moved to flip me, a smile on his face as though me not having a good time wouldn’t be an insult, but a great reason to try again.

“Chase, no,” I said, laughing as he tried to move my body. That was nothing but lead now. “It was good, I’m fine. I need a second.”

“Then what’s wrong? I know that face and that is not the face of a pleased Scout.”

“Now you know what my faces mean?”

“I’m learning.” He groaned. “I’m learning a lot about you, actually.”

He had moved down between us, touching my clit again and making me yell out.

“Chase, stop!” I said, the area was so sensitive to his touch that I wondered if I would have another orgasm if I let him touch me for a few seconds longer.

“Sorry,” he said with a laugh. “Now tell me what is going on in that pretty head. Did I not please you enough or was I justright that it hurts to realize how much you liked it? Maybe it wasn’t mind-numbing enough?”

“Can you just stop being cocky for five minutes?”

His face dropped. “I wasn’t trying to be cocky, Scout. I truly want to know what’s going on and if you’re okay.”

“It’s too embarrassing to talk about.”

“Embarrassing? I literally just had your legs up in the air while I was fucking you. What could you possibly be not able to tell me right now?”

“Chase,” I groaned.

“Please tell me,” he said, leaning down to kiss my cheek before rolling to his side next to me.

I huffed but spilled it, not able to keep it in any longer. “If you make fun of me at all. I will kick you out for good.” He gave a serious nod. “I did not realize that I could have an orgasm during sex and that was my first one. I mean with sex. And a real first one during sex, not what I thought was one.”

“Wait, so you thought you’ve had one before during sex but didn’t know until now that it…what? Felt that good?”

“Pretty much. What I thought was one was fine enough, but that was a lot more than fine. I was pretty much under the impression that I could have one with the foreplay type of stuff, but not much else.”

“Wait, is that why you were so nervous about this?” he asked, realization dawning as soon as he said it. “You werethatworried that it would be boring?” he asked, the confusion and surprise in his voice almost painful. “You were worried it was going to be boring, and that was somehow going to be your fault.”

“Kind of. What if I was the problem, and that’s why it was never that…fun.”

His mouth dropped open. “So what happened before then? You would just lay there and say ‘that’s fine’ to him and he wascool with it? And then you blamed yourself that you weren’t more interested?”

“I mean, yeah, pretty much.”

“And you didn’t question that?”

“Chase,” I warned.

“No, sorry, I’m not being an ass Scout. I mean, you didn’t think it should feel better? Did he at least make you cum with the foreplay?”

“No,” I said, quietly.

He rolled onto his back. “You are telling me that he never gave you an orgasm?”

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