Page 82 of Love Collided

Night fell,but I was getting more restless. I didn’t want Chase to leave me alone, but I didn’t think he should stay any longer. Something was changing. The calm he brought into my life helped me not feel as bad about everything that happened with Jesse and helped me make more sense of it.

He was propped up on pillows next to me with his eyes closed, but I didn’t think he was asleep yet. It made me think about Jesse and the fact that he would never spend a day in bed with me just because I was sad and didn’t feel like doing anything. He would be insisting on going to a party at this point. I knew if I asked Chase to go out for a drive or go out to eat, he would drag himself out for me, or if I did want to stay here all weekend, he would.

I don’t know which part made me do it, but I knew as soon as it crossed my mind that I definitely wanted to.

My hand moved over his stomach, my fingers splaying out as I took him in. His arm was thrown over his eyes, and he barely moved a muscle. It seemed like an opening enough that I climbed on top of him, straddling his legs as I leaned down to kiss him.

“What are you doing?” he asked before I reached him, his eyes still closed.

“Kissing you?”

“There are now only two very, very thin layers of clothes between two very important parts of us. Please, do not kiss me right this second.”

“Could I kiss you if I remove both of those layers?”

That got his attention, his eyes flying open to look me over. I still had my shirt on, but he didn’t seem to notice. His heavy eyes roaming over my face.

“You’re beautiful,” he said, the compliment surprising me when I was expecting a line of questioning or a very strong no. “I know you might not realize it, but you can have anyone you want, and you should. If you’re going to choose me for this second, then you can’t choose him again. The thought that you might have gone back was eating me alive. I sure as hell can’t have you and then see you with him again.”

“Then please touch me and make me forget that he ever did.”

He stared hard, seemingly trying to decide if I was serious.

“Chase, I need this now. If you want to make sure that I never go back, then please, please, show me how much better it can be.”

I could feel how hard he was beneath me now, his cock pushing hard against my already wet pussy.

“Scout,” he whispered, the word almost painful.

He rolled, pinning me underneath him. “We can make you forget he ever existed. I can kiss and lick and fuck every part of you until you forget anyone else ever touched you. And you’re going to be so mad when you realize how much you liked it and have to come to me for more, that I’m the only one who will soothe that ache when you want it so bad. That you will be as obsessed with me as I am with you.”

I rolled my eyes, and he could see it. “I doubt that, but I am willing to see what you’ve got to give.”

A low laugh rumbled from him as he kissed my neck. “Always trying to knock me down a peg or two, aren’t you?”

“Someone has to keep that cocky attitude in line.”

“How could I not be cocky when I have a beautiful naked woman underneath me trying to challenge me to give her the best orgasms of her life?”

“Half naked. I still have a shirt on.”

He laughed, pulling it off with one hand as he kept himself propped up above me.

“There, now you are no longer half naked and you’re even more perfect. Damn, I don’t even know what I want to do first.”

“How about getting right to the sex part? I’ll skip the lengthy speech and say I’m all clear and on birth control, so there is no hold up on my end.”

“Well same. About the clear part, not the birth control,” he grinned, leaning down and kissing me harder.

“And really? You just want me to skip right to it? That seems like a waste. I think I might enjoy making you cum a few times before we get to that.”

“It’s okay. I mean, I don’t need any of that.”

“Don’t need it? I don’t know that anyone technically needs more orgasms. Why are you rushing through this now when you’ve been fine with taking our time before?”

I let out a long breath, deciding on a half truth. “I’m just a little nervous because I haven’t done this in a while and I don’t know how great I am at it, anyway.”

He kissed down my jaw, running his teeth along my neck and kissing his way down my chest until he pulled a nipple into his mouth. A shock of pleasure shot through me, making me arch into him more as he moved to the other one, pulling it gently between his teeth.

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