A hand comes to the back of my head and forces my face to olive skin. He rolls so my back is to the heat.
I can’t see a thing.
I’m in Brax’s arms that squeeze like a vise.
“Fuck,” he repeats. “Don’t move, Goldie. Don’t move. Dammit.”
“Let me go,” I cry. “I need to find him. Please, he’ll be looking for me.”
That’s when I realize what’s happening around me.
I only thought there was chaos before.
It’s nothing compared to this.
Micah shouts orders and boots stomp. I barely see anything other than firemen rushing past us.
“No,” Brax breathes. His chest heaves against me, and his voice is tortured. I’ve never heard a man sound like this. “You don’t need to see this. Fuck, how did this happen? I’m so sorry, Goldie. So fucking sorry.”
I give up pushing away from him and hang onto the bulletproof vest he put on just minutes ago.
I give up the fight.
I’m sobbing.
I just found him.
And I lost him in the blink of an eye.
My King.
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FIRE AND WATER
King
Ipull in a breath. It’s rough and gritty as I drag it over my dry throat.
I gag and cough and spit.
Sand.
Fucking sand.
Fire crackles behind me. Heat burns my back.
It takes all my energy, but I pry my eyes open and squint.
What I see is nothing compared to what I feel.
The cool ocean licks the shore. Calm waves move in and out. It’s as rhythmic as a healthy heart.
Not my heart at the moment. My pulse is racing.
I can’t hear the water breaking against the shore.
In fact, I can’t hear shit.