I reach for his hidden treasure, and he scoots closer while leaning towards me.
At the same time I place my finger on his pucker and spread the lube around it, I take one of his nipples between my lips and lick it with quick passes of my tongue. The double stimulation has him trembling in my arms, and when I breach him and bite the now-pointy pebble, Cameron lets out a whimper that goes straight to my nuts.
“Quicker, Gael. Please, quicker. I need you.” His words fan on my shoulder and bring goosebumps out on my skin.
That spurs me on and I make quick work of getting him ready.
“Gael, I’m ready,” he says when I have three fingers in him, and his hips can’t stop gyrating.
He pushes me down to rest my back on the pillow, pulling my fingers out of him and making himself moan.
“Stay still, and let me do all the work,” he says, leaning in and kissing me, and stealing more of my breath away.
I watch him place his knees on the mattress and pull himself up, pick up the condom, open it, and then gently put it on me. Once done, he picks the lube up from where I let it fall when my attention was focused on him. He pours some onto his palm and then takes me in his hand, and with a few up and down movements that nearly fry my brain, spreads it on me.
But he’s not yet ready to stop blowing my mind, and I watch him get into position. Then, while keeping my cock in his hand, he lowers himself until I breach him a little.
Then he places his hand on my shoulder, and while our eyes are locked in a passionate gaze, he lowers himself. The emotions are passing over his face—pain, discomfort, and pleasure—until I’m fully inside him.
We both let out a breath, and then, while we’re still lost in each other he begins to move, and I place my hands under his ass to spread him open further and help him.
He swats them away and places his own hands on the headboard, and with that help, Cameron moves up and down, back and forth, bringing me a pleasure I haven’t had in a long time. I haven’t had it since I left him.
I place both of my arms around him and pull him closer, until I’m resting my face on his chest and his cock is rubbing against me.
“Cammy, oh Cammy. I missed you so much, my love.”
My words seem to spur him on, and he moves faster and faster, bringing me closer to the finish line with each frenzied movement.
I don’t want to go down alone. Never alone again. So I move my hand until it’s wrapped around Cameron’s cock. Then I tighten my grip until he moans, and his movements become more erratic with his need to find pleasure. His breath comes out in quick succession, while his cock gets more and more slippery with the pre-cum it’s letting out.
When I’m reaching my limit, I quicken my pace, until Cameron is trembling and bubbling words that don’t make any sense. The moans and whimpers filling my ears are like the best music in the world.
“Gael . . . Oh, God, Gael. I’m coming,” he sobs, but never stops moving.
One . . . two . . . three pumps later he’s coming, and when his ass squeezes me in a stronghold, I come. Between grunts and hisses, I find my pleasure.
I fall back against the pillow and pull Cameron’s trembling body against mine. He doesn’t move, only his fast breathing and thundering heart give away what we just did.
I turn my head to look at him while he lays against my shoulder. I kiss his wet hair, and then whisper what I’ve wanted to say to him since we were reunited.
“I love you.”
He doesn’t reply, and I don’t expect him to. He thought I left him, while for me, I never forgot about him or the feelings I had for him. He was always there with me.
We stay close for a while, until Cameron’s body trembles again, this time not from pleasure.
“Let’s clean up,” I say to him, and he moves without complaining.
He stands on trembling legs and then helps me up. I take his hand, and once I’m on my feet we walk to the bathroom.
My need to take care of Cameron grows with each step we take. And that’s what I do, until we’re back in bed, and only once we’re on our sides, with me as the big spoon and Cameron as the small one, do I relax.
I don’t let the regret get to me, because I made a mistake and I paid for it. Now my only focus, my only priority, is making this—what we had tonight—the beginning of our second chance to be together.
I kiss his neck and close my eyes, letting the tiredness pull me in, this time without fear, because Cameron is with me.
Chapter Fifteen