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Yeah, goddamn it, she’s mine. Even if I want to share her, even if I allow other men to touch her, kiss her, caress her, and yes, even fuck her. It fuels a warped sense of possessiveness within me. It is because she’s mine that I let them touch her, tease her, pleasure her. I control it. Yes, I feel jealousy at the thought but that’s part of the raging fire as well.

Because when I let Snake, Bull, and Gringo share Summer, it will be using her to drown her in so much fucking ecstasy, more than she ever thought possible. It’ll be worshipping her, pleasuring her, making her come so many times, she’ll almost lose her mind.

What do I answer him? They’re all waiting for it, waiting for me to say something.

The fact of the matter is as much I think she does, I’m not sure.

“Fuck if I know,” I growl.

“I see,” Snake replies smoothly.

Bull slaps his thigh. “I knew it, I fucking knew it, hah!”

Gringo just grins.

“Shut up, Bull. It doesn’t change anything; I still call hands off. And her being at my house last night had nothing to do with you, or this stupid bet you think we have, because we don’t. It’s because she was hurt and I brought her there to take care of her. What happened, happened because we let it.”

“It don’t make a difference, Rock. If she wants all of us, you can’t stop it. If you try, and that’s what she wants, you’re going to lose her, and she’s gonna have us anyway, just without you,” Bull’s fucking beaming.

I hate it when he’s right.

That’s not what I’m afraid of.

“I’m not going to stop her from having what she wants. What I am going to do,” and I glare at my perverted friends, each of them as perverted as I am, “is be right next her, guide her, and take her every step of the way. Whichever way she wants to go.”

“Sounds fair,” Snake says.

“Alright,” Bull mumbles.

Gringo nods his head in agreement.

I breathe a little sigh of relief. Not because I held the dogs at bay for a while. No.

Because I’m setting up an opportunity to get what I want on my terms.

Because I think what I want is exactly what my sweet little Summer wants too.

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