My feet felt revived as they finished. I hadn’t even realized my back was so tense until they started the massage. Afterward, I felt almost like a new woman.

Once all the pampering was done, I felt more relaxed than I had in a long time. I was also at ease amongst them. It was where I belonged, and I wondered why I was so set on leaving this life. I was born into it, and it was home.

But, thinking back. As a child, I didn’t know this part of Bratva growing up without a mother. Then after my father died. I only assisted Oleg for a short time. I never allowed myself to experience the family as I am doing now.

I was so focused on doing what needed to be done and getting out. I never gave myself the time to learn more about the women in the family. I knew most of the ladies as I had met them at Oleg’s home. But some were only as passers-by.

Once our spa treatments were all done, we had one last place on the itinerary. The day had proceeded without any issues. I was glad we could enjoy a day without worrying about what could be. Feeling totally relaxed, I didn’t hesitate to have a couple more drinks during supper.

The restaurant we visited was in the heart of the city. There was a line outside as people waited in queues to get in. Without a booking, there was no way you would be able to get seating.

But Karine had once again come through. The people were extremely friendly, and the food was absolutely divine. It wasn’t as good as the food at the place Sergei had taken me in LA, but it was good. We ordered everything on their dessert menu. Sharing the variety of desserts as we wanted to try everything they offered.

I felt a bit tipsy by the time we were all ready to leave, but I wasn’t the only one. All of us were laughing and walking slightly sideways as we headed to the cars.

Everyone was glad it was over though and couldn’t wait to return to their men. With only the four cars, we carefully decided who was traveling with whom. Most of us didn’t even live in the same direction.

Instead of all traveling as we did when we came, we decided it would be quicker for everyone if we split up.

“Each car will have two escorts,” Karine said as we stepped closer to the cars lined up outside.

“I think Sam and I are the closest to each other out of everyone,” I said as Karine and Evelina offered to take me home.

Evelina hugged me tightly. “Are you sure?” she asked as she stepped back.

“We’ll be fine,” Sam said as she hugged the others, and we said our goodbyes.

Karine also hugged me, and we all got into our separate cars. I was burning to get back to Sergei. The cars pulled out and each had one extra car in front and one behind. Everyone hung out their windows and waved as the cars took separate directions.

Sitting back and closing the window I heard Sam talking to me as we drove, but my mind was already home.

I was in a new room of excitement in my mind. Sergei’s playroom as he called it. I grinned, thinking about it.

Sergei was tying me up with his soft leather straps but not only my hands. This time he was tying my legs to the other posts on the bed. Or maybe the bar I saw hanging from the ceiling. Thinking about the bar, I wondered how it worked.

For a while, I tried to imagine different positions that would make them work. But each seemed less likely than the previous one. I would have to ask him to show me, I thought as I licked my lips.

I wondered if this room would be the same as his one in Los Angeles. Even if it wasn’t, that would be fine too. It didn’t matter how he tied me up I thought smiling at my reflection in the window.

As long as he had his feather and who knows what other toys, I would be his willing woman. I wanted him to fuck me. I wanted to feel his big cock fill me. I shifted as I felt heat rising between my legs.

Yes, I thought, I wanted him to fuck my brains out tonight. My body was tingling as I remembered his touch. Iwanted all of him. I was ready to commit after the conversation the previous day and today’s fun.

Sergei was my happy place, he completed me, I decided as I crossed my hands across my chest.

“Irina?” I heard Sam say. I think it was the second time she spoke as I vaguely remember her talking to me. Shaking my thoughts into place, I glanced at her.

“Sorry,” I replied glancing down. “I was just thinking back to something.”

“It’s fine, I was asking if you enjoyed the day?” she said, leaning towards me.

“I did, it was so relaxing and more fun than I could have imagined. Is this a regular thing?” I replied.

“We generally try to do it once a month,” she said. “But sometimes life gets in the way. Then we make sure to get a day off at least once in three months.” She added grinning at me.

“I can see why; it is exhilarating,” I said smiling at her. The images of Sergei and his room burned in the back of my mind. I found myself struggling a little to focus completely on our conversation.

Sam glanced out the window and I wondered if she and Leo had a similar thing going on. Even though they weren’t married, I was sure they made it work. I wondered if marriage was then needed. Maybe Sergei and I could just live together forever.