CONFESSION
BY HELEN HARDT
A Short Story
PROLOGUE
This isn’t a story I ever thought would be mine.
I’m still not completely sure it hasn’t all been a dream… Parts of it are a waking nightmare.
I went to bed one night, thinking the next day would be like any other.
But I woke up somewhere else…
Somewhere dark and stark—a room with just the essentials. A bed. A chair. A small table. A toilet in the corner but no sink. A door with a keypad but no doorknob. The walls were bare concrete, and when I stood, the carpeted floor creaked beneath my feet.
I was taken against my will.
I never expected to be happy about that fact.
But I fell in love with my captor.
My name is Susanna Myers.
This is my confession.
CHAPTER ONE
I wake up the first day wearing only a pair of cotton bikini underwear and a white tank top that fits me snugly. The clothes aren’t mine.
My heart races. Nothing is familiar.
I blink my eyes, trying to whisk away the confusion. The ceiling above isn't the one I'm used to seeing every morning. I look around, dazed and frightened. This room isn’t mine. The walls, the furniture—not mine.
Where am I?
How did I get here?
Maybe this is just a bad dream. I used to have them all the time at the group home. I bring my right hand over to my left forearm and give it a big pinch.
No. This is real.
Cold sweat forms on my forehead as I shiver. My breathing is shallow and rapid as I run my hands over an unfamiliar bedspread, feeling its thinly threaded texture.
I scramble out of bed, head toward the door. I pound on it. “Help! Someone help me!”
My pleas fall on deaf ears, of course. Not that I expected anything else.
I scream and pound until my voice is hoarse and my knuckles are red.
Then I pace around the room, my hands clenched into fists, my heart still racing. I scour every inch of the prison for something to use as a weapon or to help me escape.
I find nothing.
I sit in the chair for a moment and then get back in the bed under the thin covers. My hope is that it will help me feel secure.
It doesn’t.