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“I thought I was like family to you. That you can’t be with me because of our parents being married and us living together fifteen damn years ago. Remember you telling me that you’ll never be able to fuck me because you consider me a sister and that I’d only be a piece of ass to you.” He looks down as I continue spouting off all the things he said to me the other night. “And now you think you can just drop your towel and what Noah? You think I’ll just drop to my knees like a whore and take you to the back of my throat?”

I get louder the more I go on. I’m infuriated that he’s shifting like this after I’ve started spending time with Levi. In fact, I’m actually enjoying what little time I’ve had with him where we weren’t having some damn crisis of mine to deal with. “Why are you doing this now? After the way you’ve treated me the past few days and all the repulsed looks you’ve glared in my direction.” He walks toward me as I walk backwards. I stop with my back against his door once again and he puts his palm on the door above my head just like he did the other night.

“I’m sorry, Kali. You don’t repulse me. It’s the opposite. Feel what you do to me.” He pulls my right hand into his and moves it over his cock again. His lips move close to mine and I fight every ounce of restraint I have left to say one tiny word.

“No.”

“Do you really mean no? Because if you say it one more time, I’m throwing you out of here.” He stares into my eyes and even if I tried to pull away from him, I wouldn’t get very far before I feel him again. He has this hold over me and he has almost my entire life. But I have to fight these feelings, even though I know I’ll think about this moment countless times in the future.

I hate that I can’t just stay in here and finally take what I’ve wanted for so long, but it all comes back to the way he treated me the other night. I can’t and I won’t put up with him being a complete asshole and he seems to be really good at it lately.

He pushes against me again, this time making sure his dick grinds against my pelvis. “Shit Kali, I’ve wanted to touch you for so long.” His lips brush against mine just before he inhales deeply and slams his mouth over my lips. His tongue fights against my will power, taking away any chance I had of stopping this. Our hands grope with desperation and before I have a chance to realize what’s happening, he’s lifted my legs around his waist, sliding me higher on the door.

“I need you, Kali.”

Chapter Ten

Noah

She’s making me insane. Her kiss is every bit as tempting as I thought it’d be. Chaos filled with heavy breathing and desperation slams me straight into a frenzy of trying to get as close to her as I can.

Her hair drapes down between us, tangling in my fingers when I try to hold her head. It seems to cause her to freeze up and now she no longer matches the intensity coursing through my body.

I’m on fucking fire and she’s going to pull away. I can feel her already doing it.

“I need you, Kali,” I repeat and continue kissing her neck, biting just slightly when it’s completely exposed for me.

“Noah, I can’t.” Her whisper against my ear should cause me to stop the trail of kisses I’m spreading over her chest, but it doesn’t. Ignoring her should bring her back to where we were a few minutes ago, but it doesn’t.

“Stop.” She places her hand on my chest again and I have no choice but to end what should be the first time we’re having sex together.

“Can you tell me you’re not craving this?” I grip her hair and force her to look into my eyes as my deep grumble comes out sounding just as frustrated as I am.

The raw emotion of being this close to her nearly has me setting her on her feet and walking away once again. There’s so much between us and I know we haven’t begun to scratch the surface of the issues we have, but right now in this moment all I can think of is sinking my dick deep inside her so I can listen to her moan for me this time.

“Not like this.” Instant irritation spreads through me at her rejection. I let her slide down my body and take a few steps back. I start stroking my cock as I stand there looking at her. Her eyes drop immediately as she realizes what I’m doing.

“How then? On the bed, in the shower or we could always go for a fuck in the pool, since you seem to like that.” Her stance shifts immediately, just like I knew it would. I know this is about to turn into a conversation about the past and what’s festering between us. I’m not ready to talk about all of that; hell, it took everything in me just to approach her like I did just now.

“You’re an ass for saying that.”

“Well you did, seem to like it out there.” My stroking slows, but I continue as she walks across the room.

“Can you stop doing that?” She’s annoyed and for some reason that makes me happy, because there’s no one in this house more infuriated than I am.

“Only if you take over. I’m not exactly a fan of having blue balls after you leave my bedroom again.” She tilts her head as she processes what I’m saying.

“You didn’t…”

“No, I didn’t fuck those girls the other night. I kicked them out when I thought you left.” For a brief minute, I see her trying to comprehend what’s going on between us.

“Why did you treat me like that? I came here to check on you and wanted to see how your life is going.” Sadness spreads over her face, making me feel guilty for causing her any more pain after the shitty few days she’s been having.

“Because I wanted you to leave. I didn’t want to think about what I’d do to you if given the chance.” She sits on the edge of my bed and by now I’ve stopped jerking off and I’m trying to figure out how to move on from here. Do I treat her like shit to get her to leave and never come back to me, or do I slide her on her back and try to go after what I’ve been craving over half my life?

“You looked so cold that night. I’ve never seen you like that before.” Her words are barely a whisper and her hair hides her face as she looks down at her fidgeting hands before she continues. “I’ve loved you my entire life and it dawned on me that night that I don’t even know you. The Noah I know isn’t capable of playing that dirty. You knew I was in here and you deliberately brought those girls in to rub in my face. That hurt.”

“You snuck into my room.” She interrupts me before I can say anything else.

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