Page 30 of Zade (Den of Sin)

I nod, “Yes, show me how much this turns you on.”

I don’t want this to ever end but watching her rub that little clit, hearing her moans, does me in, and far too soon I’m shooting cum all over her body. Amira’s eyes gaze at me, “I like wearing you, Daddy.”

Holding my hand out I growl, “Lick up the mess you made.”

She cleans the spilled cum from my fingers and I scoop her into my arms and carry her back to my bedroom while she giggles, “Where are we going?”

“Shower and bed. You’re exhausted.”

I set her down in the bathroom, turn both shower heads on, there’s one on each side, and tell her to get in. I climb in behind her, grab the shower gel, pour a generous amount into my hand, and clean her.

“I love the way your hands feel,” she moans lightly.

She turns around to face me and tenderly touches my cheek, “Please don’t be mad at me.”

I shake my head in confusion, “There is no reason for me to be mad at you.”

A tear rolls down her cheek, “I'm so in love with you, Zade. I know you don’t feel the same but I doubt I’ll get another chance to tell you. I don’t believe in not telling people what they mean to you before it’s too late. So, I love you.”

I pull her into my arms and hold her tight, “I’m sorry.”

She pulls back and smiles at me sweetly, “What’s that saying?It’s better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all?”

I can’t stop myself. I grab her face and kiss her until we’re both breathless. Lifting her by her ass I slam my cock inside her. I force myself to keep my eyes on her face, taking in her every expression, and willing it to burn into my brain. This is an image I hope to always have at the forefront of my mind. Her eyes widened with pure lust, her lips parted on a moan, blonde hair falling around her shoulders, the sound of her pleas, “Fuck me, Daddy.” This is one of those moments I know I’ll try to relive and it’ll be a great memory but it’ll never come close to this. After we both come we get out of the shower and I dry her off, “Go get into bed, I’ll be right there.”

I dry off, get into my bed beside her, and pull her into my arms, “Thank you for tonight. It was everything.”

She kisses my chest, “I would be your submissive. If you ever changed your mind.”

“I won’t.”

When I think about what to say next, her breathing deepens and I know she’s sleeping. It’s time. Fucking her was a mistake. Letting her sleep next to me all night cannot happen. I get up and walk around to where she sleeps, lift her into my arms, and carry her to her bedroom. I set her underneath her blankets and sit and stare at her for what seems like a long time. Eventually, I get up and take one last look at her naked body.Fuck. This is going to hurt.

ChapterEighteen

AMIRA

The sun peers through my sheer curtains and wakes me. I stretch and smile at the delicious soreness. Reaching over for Zade, I hit the wall. Opening my eyes I realize I’m not in his bed but in mine. I fell asleep in his arms, so I knew he moved me here. I pull on shorts and a t-shirt, and storm downstairs, fury filling my blood. I find Zade drinking coffee and typing away on his cell phone. He’s dressed in his lawyer suit, black dress pants, a white dress shirt, and a black jacket. I ignore how sexy he looks because I’m so pissed off.

“Really Zade?”

He turns to me with an arched eyebrow but doesn’t say anything.

“You couldn’t wait to get me out of your bed. I didn’t even deserve one night.”

I brush at the tears spilling over my cheeks.

He sighs, “Amira, I don’t ever let the women I fuck, sleep in my bed.”

There it is. He means everything to me but I’m just a fuck. I shake my head, “Message received. Loud and fucking clear, Zade. Loud and fucking clear.”

Going back to his phone he doesn’t speak another word. He just leaves me standing in front of him, crumbling. I pick up my shattered heart, go into the kitchen, and grab my coffee before heading out to the patio, away from the man it hurts to look at. I take a sip of my drink when I hear him come out behind me. I feel him staring at me, his eyes feel like he’s physically touching my skin but I know he won’t.

“I’m in court all day. If you need anything-”

I hold my hand up, “I won’t.”

He sighs, “Very well. I’ll see you when I see you. Stay away from Den of Sin. It’s off-limits for you.”