Cyndi throws her head back laughing, “Tomorrow I’ll be a woman.”
I stare at her incredulously, “You’re going to end up with a troll.”
She shakes her head in disgust like this is a normal thing, “The girl has the right to accept or refuse. If a troll wins, I’ll say no and take the lower bid. I’m not fucking a troll.”
“Oh my god, let's do it together,” she exclaims.
“No thanks, I’m good.”
The fact is I will be selling off my virginity at this club but I’m not yet. I don’t want Cyndi there to watch it so I’ll keep that bit of information to myself. I’ll go to support her tonight since she wants me there but when it’s my turn she won’t know about it until after the fact. I know how disturbing it sounds but I want Zade to take my virginity. He’s hot. I trust him now that I know he didn’t choose to leave me. He is gorgeous and could have his pick of any woman so I’m sure he would never agree to it unless I don’t give him a choice.
“Ready?” Cyndi asks with all smiles. It’s odd to me that she’s not even nervous. As if it means nothing to go to a sex club and auction herself off. I know when I do it I’ll be a bundle of nerves.
I nod, “Sure.”
As we walk downstairs arm in arm she asks, “Do you need to tell your Dad you’re leaving?”
I snort, “First thing, he’s not my Dad. And no he had plans tonight.”
I’ve known about this place for a while but I’m still trying to wrap my head around it. BDSM means abuse, right? I don’t know a lot about it, but I did see a movie about it and I can’t imagine ever signing up for that. Although I do know when you put yourself in the auction there’s a list and you check off what you’re willing to do.
“What if this man wants to beat you?”
She giggles, “Nope. I told you, that you fill out a list of hard limits. There’s no way I’m letting some asshole beat me.”
“So you’ll leave with him?”
We walk to the door and head out to the vehicle Zade lets me drive. It’s new so he thinks it’s safer than the car I had before. As we both slip inside the car she says, “No. They have rooms there. The top floor and the bottom floor are filled with sex rooms. Some of them you can see inside of and watch but some are private rooms. I’ll put on my form that I want a private one.”
I shake my head as I pull up Den of Sin on my GPS and start to drive.
“What if you change your mind and want him to stop?”
Luckily Cyndi answers my questions not realizing I’m asking for myself.
She giggles, “I won’t. I’m ready. But there are safewords.”
I arch an eyebrow as I turn onto the highway, “What’s your safeword?”
“Unicorn.”
I laugh out loud, “You’re insane, girlfriend. Fucking insane.”
Cyndi gives me a serious look, “Who are you going to lose it to? Some loser we went to school with? At least I have a shot at being pleased. Most of the guys that bid are older, wealthy, and probably experienced.”
I tell her the truth, “I don’t know, maybe Zade.”
The gasp heard around the world exits her stunned mouth, “Your dad?”
I pull into the parking lot, located at the back of the club, “He’s not my dad. Hewasmy stepdad, years ago.”
“Oh my God,” she nearly yells, followed by, “He is super hot and better than Joe.”
I roll my eyes as I turn my car off, “Anybody is better than him.”
The outside of the building looks nothing like what I pictured. It’s a red brick building, I’d expect to find offices inside, not people having sex. There isn’t even a sign at the front of the building like they don’t necessarily want people to know what’s going on inside the walls. We walk into the building and are met by security who asks for our ID. I glance around but it looks like a normal club. A tall black desk holds a computer with a couple of security guards behind it. You can’t see the inside of the club here, it’s blocked by the black double doors. He gazes at me, “First time?”
I nod and he tells me to follow him while Cyndi is admitted to the club.