But I have decided to restrain myself.
 
 I want her to know that I am not with her for her body or her youth. Dejonae seems to be influenced by other people’s opinions, so I am determined to ease all her doubts. She is not a way to ‘experiment’ as Akira once insinuated.
 
 She means more to me. There is arightnessto being with her. A sense of a missing piece slipping into place.
 
 Her thick eyelashes remain closed even when I pull back. I swipe my tongue across my top lip, testing whether her mouth is, indeed, pure sugar.
 
 “Oh Lord, if this is a dream, donotwake me up,” she mumbles.
 
 I smile.
 
 Dejonae Williams isanmitsu.
 
 Savory, satisfying, and addictive.
 
 My hands cup her cheeks.
 
 I have not allowed myself to want someone in so long.
 
 Yet, I long for her.
 
 Everything about her.
 
 Everything that she is willing to give.
 
 And even that which she would rather keep hidden.
 
 She is my light in a dark, chaotic world.
 
 “If it bothers you so much, I can have the rose petals boxed up and delivered to your apartment.”
 
 She scrunches her nose. “In a few days, those will be dead roses and then bugs will crawl in and eat them.”
 
 “Hm.” I muse.
 
 The glinting silver lights of the city splashes across her face. She looks up at me suspiciously. “What?”
 
 “You are un-romantic.”
 
 She swats my arm.
 
 I smirk down at her.
 
 “I amveryromantic, okay? But I’m also rational. You spent a fortune so that I could walk on roses. Which is nice. I’m not saying it wasn’t. But it was excessive.”
 
 I bring her knuckles to my lips and kiss it. “If you wish, I will refrain from further ‘excessive’ displays.”
 
 “Aw, you’re letting me win?”
 
 “If…” I add sternly.
 
 She sighs and eases back. “I knew there was a catch.”
 
 “If you agree to tell others that you are taken.”
 
 “Sazuki.”
 
 “Ryotaro.”