“That little bitch have your bastard child yet?” Before I can do anything to him for his stupid comment, we come to a stop at the Monroe residence, and my door is opened. The fucker smirks at me, and I think about putting him down like the fucking dog he is, but I don’t. Instead, I put my index finger and thumb up, and act like I’m going to shoot him. He has no clue how true that is.
I can’t fucking wait.
Gully is the one leading me up to Xavier’s office, and I can feel eyes on me as I walk. “He’s going to kill you.” He mutters in my ear.
“I ain’t fucking scared of him, or his little bitch Tony.” I spit out.
Gully shakes his head and I can tell he isn’t the same guy I trained. He has broader shoulders, and looks ready to pull a gun on anyone that tries to fuck with him. “How are they?” He finally asks taking his sweet ass time leading me up the stairs.
“She’s good. Pregnant as all hell, but good.” I grin at the thought of Siena wearing my tee shirts and no panties.
“When is she due?” He looks over at me and we stop in the hall way.
“Next month.” He shakes his head at my answer, and I already know what he’s going to say.
“Why the fuck did you come back? They had no fucking clue where you were. She’s going to give birth to your child in a few weeks, and instead you’re fucking here getting ready to be served up to have a bullet put in your skull. How could you do that to her?”
Turning towards him, I put my hand on his throat and push him up against the wall. “Don’t ever fucking question my loyalty to her. I’m fucking doing this for them. If I don’t fucking end this shit now, what kind of life am I giving to them?” I loosen my grip when his hand comes to my forearm.
He never once says a thing when my hand is on his throat. “You plan on getting out of this?” He finally asks.
“Yeah, I have a baby being born in a few weeks. There is no fucking way I’m missing that.” I gently pat his cheek and he shakes his head at me.
“You’re fucking stupid.” He grounds out, and turns away, running his hand down his face. “I can’t believe your risking all that to deal with her father. Do you even know who you shot in the fucking SUV?”
I shake my head no and take a few steps back. I already know that he’s going to tell me, so I might as well just stay silent. “You shot his fucking partner’s son.”
“I don’t give a fuck. He was running his mouth about fucking my girl. There is no way in hell that she fucked him.” He shakes his head, but doesn’t say anything. The door to the office opens and I see Xavier walk out. Gully pushes me forward, and I know he’s only doing it to save his own neck, which I’m fine with. I didn’t want him to be part of my plans, anyway. He’s a good kid and I hate that I was the one that brought him into this life.
He would have been a good guy if I didn’t train him to be lethal. I’ve done a lot of bad shit for Xavier since I’ve met him, but I don’t regret a day of it. If I never met him, I would have never fallen in love with his daughter, and we wouldn’t be on the cusp of becoming parents.
He’s given me a lot, but he’s also taken a lot from me. He’s taken my freedom, my friends, and almost my girl and child. He has no fucking clue how much I want to put a bullet in his head right now. But I keep my anger masked, and I wait for him to say something.