I swung forward, grunting as my stomach dug into the desk.
 
 The flight attendant rushed to my side and double-checked my seatbelt, yanking hard on the loop. Another violent shake sent her flying into the chair across from me.
 
 She dragged herself into a sitting position, fighting every cruel jolt.
 
 “Keep your seatbelt on, Mr. Sun.”
 
 No shit.
 
 I flipped the window up, staring into the abyss. White confetti swept by in a blizzard of alabaster and gray.
 
 Midway into our descent, the snow transformed into rain. Heavy drops smashed against the glass.
 
 “Is it always like this?” The stewardess white-knuckled her armrest, dropping her head back. “I’m only three months into this job. This is my first storm.”
 
 I ignored her, fighting to keep upright as the plane tossed us round and round like a blender. The co-pilot’s tablet tumbled from the table to the carpet, triggering its playlist. “I Want to Hold Your Hand” by The Beatles.
 
 A vicious lurch slammed my head into the wall. The song switched. “Bookends” by Simon & Garfunkel.
 
 The same song playing when Dad died.
 
 Suddenly, I couldn’t hear my own thoughts.
 
 Cars honking.
 
 Rain pouring.
 
 The sword and octopus on the window.
 
 Another sharp jounce.
 
 The pendant.
 
 I flew up in my seat, landing back down with a thump.
 
 Souls are priceless, Zach. Try to protect yours any way you can.
 
 I tucked my chin into my chest, battling the turbulence. “I’m trying, Dad.”
 
 One day, you’ll learn to appreciate beautiful things.
 
 “I did, Dad. Her name is Farrow.”
 
 More honks.
 
 Star-crossed lovers.
 
 A horn.
 
 I’d finally learned to appreciate beautiful things, and I would die in the air before I ever got to see her again.
 
 Dad’s wide eyes.
 
 His torso colliding with mine.
 
 Drip, drip, drip.
 
 The plane dropped quick, slicing through rain.