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“Say my fucking name, Posie,” I grunted as she drove me insane with the way that her pussy was sliding up and down my dick. “None of this ‘you are’ bullshit.”

“Killian…Killian…”

“That’s right,” I said as my hands slid around her sides to cup her tits. They were a perfect handful, and my hands covered them so perfectly that I knew we were going to take a picture like this. Sexy with only me knowing what my hands were covering.

“Oh, Christ…” she muttered when my hands started kneading her tits, my fingers playing with her nipples. “Oh, Killian…”

Lifting my head, I took her left tit in my mouth, and when I began sucking on that hard nub, her pussy tightened around my dick, so I immediately started lavishing both of her sweet tits with my mouth, tongue, and teeth.

“So good…” she whispered, and there was no way that I was going to let her off my dick without making her cum again.

“Cum for me, Posie,” I demanded as I laid my head back down to look up at her. “Cum on my cock, baby. Show me how good I make you feel. Let me feel how much you need me.” Posie started shaking her head, and I knew that I was losing her. “Look at me, Posie.”

“Killian-”

“Fucking look at me,” I snarled, ready to grab her face and force the issue, even knowing that I couldn’t.

Her head dropped, her eyes opened, and those wounded orbs of hers were creating a fissure so deep in my chest that I was sure it’d never heal. “Wha…”

“Eyes on me,” I growled. “Keep those eyes on me, baby. There’s only you and me here. Your pussy on my cock. Your tits in my face. Your thighs spread over my hips. You and me. There’s only you and me, Posie. There’s no one else, and there will never be anyone else.”

“Killian…” she whimpered, her eyes shiny, her hips moving faster over mine.

“You said,” I continued. “You said that this pussy was mine. You said that you were mine. Show me that you’re mine, Posie. Show me, baby.”

With her eyes on mine, Posie worked my dick inside her pussy until she couldn’t take it anymore. At the first sign of her orgasm, she closed her eyes, threw her head back, then came all over my lap.

It was the most magnificent thing that I’d ever seen.

Her explosion lasted forever, but not nearly long enough. When her body started to tremble, I reached up, wrapped my hand around the back of her neck, then brought her down for a kiss as I finally unloaded my balls into her tight cunt.

With her lips on mine, her body still convulsing around me, and my cock emptying inside her, I never wanted this moment to end. I would kill to live in this moment with her forever.

I would kill for her.

When we were both finally spent, Posie rolled off my body, and I closed my eyes, praying that she wasn’t going to kick me out of her bed. Whatever I was feeling right now, I knew that it was nothing compared to what she might be going through in this moment. Ego aside, I knew what we’d just done was big for her. I knew that she was going to need time to process it all. I just didn’t know if I’d be able to leave if she asked me to.

“Killian?” she panted softly, finally breaking the eerie silence.

“Yeah, baby?”

“I…I don’t mind…affection.”

I quickly wrapped her up in my arm, pulling her close to me, leaving her face to rest on my chest. “Good,” I replied. “Because I don’t mind it, either.”

Chapter 19

Posie~

When I had woken up this morning, it’d been to an empty bed, but the old-fashion note on my nightstand had been the perfect ending to last night.

Nowhere near cured of my issues, Killian had still managed to do something that no one else had ever managed to do or had even tried to do. He’d gotten me to stay in the present and focus on just the two of us. He hadn’t allowed my mind to drift off into the darkness, and I hadn’t even known that was possible until last night.

Like with my other partners, I’d been prepared to tell him about what had happened, so that he’d have an idea of what to expect with my hang-ups, but when he hadn’t let me confess, that had changed the game. He had laid down the challenge that he could handle anything that I could throw his way, and more importantly, that he’d wanted to. Killian hadn’t seemed hesitant or scared of whatever skeletons might be lingering in my closet, and…and I still didn’t know what to make of that. Killian had chosen to go into this blind, and it made me wonder about the kind of person that he really was. I mean, how dark were his secrets if he could be so unafraid of mine without even knowing what they were?

After that first time, I had laid in his arms, my mind filled with both wonder and guilt. I’d never had an orgasm with a partner before and it had felt incredible. However, guilt had begun to sneak its way in when I couldn’t find anything wrong with what had happened. Sex had always carried this faint shadow of burden for me, and when I couldn’t find it last night, I had actually panicked a bit. I’d felt guilty for leaving it behind, even for a second. That shadow should be with me always, if even only for a warning of what could happen when you weren’t paying close enough attention.

Still, Killian hadn’t let me lay there for long, lost in my thoughts. When he’d been ready again, he’d been quick to let me know it, then he’d gone back to letting me call the shots. While I wanted to be able to say that we’d had a wild night, we hadn’t. I hadn’t let him on top of me, nor had he gotten behind me. We had kept the positions limited to me on top or us on our sides.

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