Page 84 of Dr. Brandt

Damn, this woman would be my undoing. But she already was, if I was honest. And fuck hiking waterfalls; I was about to spend this entire day in bed, making up for sixteen years spent apart and believing I could ever find happiness in any other woman’s arms.

By the time I’d come deep in Jessa, fucking her from behind in the shower, I was shocked I could still feel my legs. We’d done it all and enjoyed it with the stamina of our younger years.

I held onto Jessa’s breasts, gently covering them with my hands, moving myself in and out, riding out the last of this orgasm.

Her head fell back against my chest as she stood erect, and my cock slipped out of her.

“Damn, we’re crazy,” she said.

I laughed, kissed her forehead, and slid my hands around her waistline to hold her. “That’s what was always so good about us,” I said.

“Right, and your crazy ass is playing it dangerous too, Cam,” she said, turning around in the tight little shower, wrapping her arms around my neck.

“How so?” I questioned. “If you’re speaking of putting my heart out there for you to crush, then, yeah. I guess maybe I am.”

She smirked and ran her hands over my soft dick. “No protection?”

My eyes widened in horror. “What the fuck!” I hung onto that word for what felt like thirty seconds. I didn’t know what to say.

“Lucky for you, I’ve been on the pill since Jackson was born,” she said with a laugh. “I’m just messing with you.”

“Jesus, don’t leave a man hanging like that,” I said. “You know, this whole fate and karma thing?”

“You sound a lot like Ash with all that, you know?”

“Well, I learned about that shit from her.”

“About fate and karma?” she said, grabbing the soap and lathering my balls and dick up like she owned them, which she did.

“Let’s hope we play it smart and not piss them off,” I said, taking the soap from her hands and repaying the favor.

“It’s not a problem. At least this time, if you run off on me, I know to hunt you down if I find out I’m pregnant,” she said and then slapped my ass.

“Don’t tease me, beautiful,” I said with a smirk.

“Oh, I’m not teasing,” she laughed. “Fool me once, am I right?”

I ran the soap between my hands, preparing to soap up my face, and arched an eyebrow at her. “I like this side of you. It’s almost like you’re my favorite little sex addict.”

She laughed and playfully pulled her bottom lip bashfully between her teeth. “I think I might have a problem,” she softly laughed.

“No,” I answered her, then proceeded to scrub my face. I turned and rinsed, then ducked my head under the water, “there is never a problem when a woman wants my ass so much she acts like she’s addicted to it—and the woman I’m referring to is you, of course.”

“It better be,” she said with a smile before she stepped out of the shower.

Our reunion was better than I could’ve dreamed, and even though I was enjoying fucking nonstop, it hadn’t slipped my mind that she’d broken down directly after we’d walked into the room. I had no idea what made her sob uncontrollably until she lay staring at the fire and fell asleep.

After I’d tucked her comfortably into bed, she’d turned on her side, away from me, leaving me to wonder. My insecure and vulnerable side assumed she regretted being with me like this. I mean, why else would she be perfectly fine until we walked into this room? I seriously had no idea. Jessa was a strong woman, so I wasn’t sure what provoked the tears, and I certainly didn’t expect to wake up as I did, with her mouth around my cock.

I knew I should talk to her about it, and perhaps I would do just that with some room service on our balcony, staring at the majestic view of Half Dome.

That’s what we would do, have some mother fucking champagne and stare at the rocks I paid good fucking money to see from the balcony of this room. Hiking waterfalls was overrated if I put it up against having these moments with Jessa. We might not find many of these moments again once we were back to reality with Jackson.

I wanted to tell Jacks about us, especially about me being his father, but I also needed that boy to be strong and ready for surgery. By the way, I’m your dad, and your mom and I are back together was a bomb that was entirely out of the question to drop, both in my lover man mindset and my surgeon’s mindset.

In all honesty, I wanted to selfishly tell him the truth about everything. I wanted to be a family. I wanted to make up for lost time, and I wanted him to know that I, as his father, would take care of him and his mother until the end of fucking time. But that was what I wanted, and this wasn’t about me.

All I could do now was enjoy this time with Jessa, and we would figure out the rest as it came.

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