A headache was pounding softly, almost lovingly, behind my eyes.
“Let’s go over it again,” Beam said.
My mouth was dry as I said, “We saw a truck we recognized from last night. We followed the truck. There was a backpack in the back of the truck. A man attacked Eddie and Eddie fought him off.”
Beam ground his cigarette out in the ashtray next to his elbow. How long had we been here? There were no windows. It must be night by now. There had been waiting—so much waiting. For the paramedics to check Eddie out. For the police to bring us here. For the questioning to start. And now, more waiting. My eyes felt like they had been rubbed with sandpaper, and my stomach folded in on itself with hunger.
“Neither of you mentioned a truck in your original statement,” Detective Beam said.
I was silent.
He waited for a minute, and then he said, “Okay. So you didn’t mention a truck to us, which would have been important information. But you saw the truck today, and you followed it.”
“Yes,” I said, my gaze dropping to the cigarettes again.
“Do you want a cigarette?” he asked, following my gaze.
“No, but thank you for asking.”
“Okay, then. So there was a backpack. And a man attacked your husband. And that’s the end of the story.”
“Yes, that’s it.”
“We’re not being recorded in here, Mrs.Carter. No one can hear what you tell me.”
I decoded that. It meant no one will know what you say, but no one will know what I say, either. I braced myself.
“You know what I think?” Detective Beam asked.
I didn’t answer. Hungry or not, did he think I couldn’t sit here all day? I had nowhere else to be.
“I think that between you and your husband, he’s the nice one.”
I snapped my gaze up to his.
He had my attention now, and he leaned back in his chair, making it creak softly. “It’s possible that what you say is true,” he said. “It’s also possible that after attacking Rhonda Jean Breckwith, the two of you stashed her backpack somewhere along Atticus Line. You went back today to pick it up so you could dispose of it. You saw Max Shandler’s truck, maybe, and you followed him home. Or maybe you just picked his driveway at random. It doesn’t really matter. What matters is that you planted the backpack in his truck bed, but he caught you, and he and your husband got in a scuffle. It didn’t go quite as you planned.” He leaned forward again, his eyes on mine. “It didn’t go quite as you planned.”
I kept my expression blank as I revised my opinion of Detective Beam. Quentin was the star detective, the one that everyone was terrified of, while Beam was middle-aged, a little puffy, the workmanlike second fiddle. But Beam was better at this than he let on.
He was wrong. But he was so, so close. Closer than he knew. Because if it meant my own survival, or mine and Eddie’s, I would plant a backpack of evidence in someone’s truck. And Eddie would rather die than do that.
“Your husband is an open book,” Beam said. “We know everything about him—his parents, his military record, everything. But you?” He shook his head. “You, April Carter, formerly April Delray, are something of a mystery. There isn’t much paperwork on you at all. We can’t even find a birth record. Where were you born?”
“California.” When telling lies, stay as close to the truth as you can so they’re easier to remember. I was better at this part than he was.
“Where are your parents?”
“Dead.”
“What were their names?”
“None of your business.”
“How did they die?”
“It doesn’t matter.”
“Doesn’t it?”