Part of her natural modesty, or a sign she was already resurrecting barriers?
He bent to kiss her bare shoulder, inhaling the clean scent of her soap.
“I wanted you before I even walked in here,” he told her, his hands gravitating toward her waist to smooth over the shiny fabric. “I thought about you all during practice.”
He’d practically sprinted to their floor. It boggled the mind to think how much he wanted to be with her after all the ways they’d pleasured each other the night before.
“Did your shot still suffer for it today?” She turned in his arms, facing him head on, the view of the historic district and the Alleghany River glittering through a window behind her.
Obviously, she remembered that he hadn’t played well the day before when they hadn’t been together yet. He’d sucked then because he’d been frustrated and she’d intimated that was his reason for being with her.
And there was definitely some kind of distance in her voice now. A reserve. He tried to battle back his hunger for her so he could hear her out.
“No,” he answered carefully, not wanting her to misinterpret his motives. “I was unstoppable in front of the net. As I should be.”
“You certainly don’t have a confidence problem, do you?” Her tone was teasing, but she looked at him curiously.
“I’ve been training for this since I was a peewee player. If I can’t make the hard shots, I don’t deserve to be here.”
“And I thought I put a lot of pressure on myself to succeed.” Marissa shook her head, her damp hair clinging to one shoulder. “Guess I don’t compare.”
“It’s not pressure,” he waved away the idea. “Success is a powerful reward.”
He backed toward the edge of the hotel bed, taking her with him. He knew she’d wanted to talk last night when he’d distracted her repeatedly. So he would try his best to keep his hands off her long enough to hear her out.
“A reward? Does it really feel like a reward for you when one day of poor shooting has you thinking you don’t deserve to be in this league?” She looked up at him as she settled on the bed beside him.
Those violet eyes of her disarmed him, making him question himself for a moment. But he couldn’t start coasting now when he was so close to achieving his goals. Not even for her. But he wouldn’t let it come to that.
“The reward comes when I hoist a championship trophy.” He’d been visualizing the moment for more than a decade. “Until then, I’ve got to keep working.”
“That’s a fierce work ethic,” she observed lightly. “I’m glad your practice went well, but I hate to think any wrinkle between us could have repercussions for your career.”
A warning note sounded in his ears.
“Wrinkle? Why would there be any wrinkle? Don’t tell me you thought last night was another mistake.”
She’d said as much about their first real kiss and she’d been dead wrong then, too.
“No.” She twisted her fingers through a corner of the bed sheet, weaving the fabric between each digit. “I don’t think it was a mistake, but then again, I never seem to have any perspective on my relationships.”
Her creamy skin called to him. He wanted to press her to the bed and forget everything else.
“You have perfect perspective. You’re with me and that’s a great idea.” He sensed her pulling away and didn’t understand why. The last two nights they shared had been incredible. He was already thinking about how they could be together through the rest the season. How he could come home to her in his hotel room more often. “Is this about me asking you to help me with the matchmakers? Because we’re in the clear now. I didn’t see any media vultures or matchmaking types outside the hotel.”
“It’s not about that.” She let go of the sheet and the towel knotted between her breasts shifted with the movement. “I’m grateful for the chance to help you out of a mess I created and you were more than generous to offer payment for my assistance. I wrote your check out to the drug company to start my mother’s treatments, but I plan on paying you back.”
“Don’t even think about it. The matchmaking debacle wasn’t your fault. Although by now, I’m dying to know whose fault it was so I can inform Ms. Entitled that not everything can be bought for a price.” He resented the way a high pressure client had put Marissa in such an awkward position professionally. And it doubly pissed them off that her client had upped the ante by hiring competing matchmakers to try and land him.
“She doesn’t feel entitled,” Marissa confided. Tucking some of her fallen hair behind her ear, she seemed tense. Nervous? “Hiring competing matchmakers was her wealthy father’s idea. I think it was a turning point in an uneasy relationship for her because she’s ventured out on her own since then.”
“Meaning she’s not taking daddy’s money to buy her dates anymore?” He found it difficult to be sympathetic when the woman’s manhunt had caused both him and Marissa a lot of grief.
“Meaning she moved out of a house her family owned, only taking her clothes and her dogs. I think she really wants to… find herself.”
Kyle frowned, trying to interpret her tone of voice.
“You admire her.”