Page 17 of Perfect Chemistry

“Ka-” I stopped his words with a slap of my hand over his mouth.

I took a deep shuddering breath, grabbed his hand, and guided it to my thigh. I kept watching his eyes, searching for the moment of rejection and his repulsion at touching me, but it wasn’t there. Instead I watched his pupils dilate as I guided his hand under my skirt until it covered my ass cheek. It was now or never.

I leaned into his body and whispered against his ear, “I loved my birthday present, Kai. I hope you like yours.” Then I kissed his neck, nibbled his ear, and waited for any reaction to confirm that he didn’t want me. I couldn’t be any clearer to this man. I was throwing myself at him.

A moan left his throat, and his left hand squeezed my ass hard. His right hand grabbed my hair and forced my head so that I was staring up at him. He was breathing hard, and I had never seen his eyes look so dark and stormy.

“Kat- Don’t mess with me. I am begging you. If this isn’t what you want. If you don’t want me,” he said, as his eyes stared into mine.

I felt my face getting warmer. I knew that I had turned cherry red under his gaze.

“Is this what you really want? I don’t want to be some guy from school, it would break me, Katie. Do you really want me?” he asked again, his voice low and gravelly.

I couldn’t breathe. I wanted to run, hide, and never say what was in my heart. I wanted to keep this small part of me in love with Kai a secret and carry it with me. But instead, the words poured out of me in a breathy confession, “It’s always been you, Kai.”

His mouth crashed into mine, and it felt nothing like the kiss in the bathroom. Instead, this was violent, needy, and filled with every unsaid word between us. I wanted to feel every part of him against me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled myself closer to him. He pulled my right leg up to his waist. Then, pressed his body into mine, forcing my back back against the wall.

A moan escaped my lips, but he gobbled it up with his kiss. If I had to die, I wanted it to be after tonight.

My heart was racing so fast, I felt like I was drunk. I could feel how hard he was in the way he was rubbing up against me. He started to grind his hips against me, and the friction against my clit made me feel like my entire body would shatter any second. I kissed him harder, afraid to make a sound. I didn’t want him to stop. I didn’t want him to realize it was me and regret this.

My breath hitched when I felt his fingers glide over the outside of my thong and caress my clit. No one else had ever touched me. Of course, I had gotten myself off, but it had never felt as good as what his fingertips were doing to me at that moment.

“Which one are you wearing?” He asked, breaking our kiss to trail kisses up and down my neck. “Did I buy this for you?” he asked as his finger slid under the lace thong. He pulled it away from my soaking wet lower lips, and when I couldn’t answer him immediately, he let the fabric snap against my clit and growled in my ear, “Tell me.”

“Aaah, th- the black,” I barely stuttered the words out and whimpered quietly as his fingers slid under the material again and stroked me from the top of my clit to the bottom of my slit, spreading all of my pooling wetness.

“I don’t want my first time with you to be against a wall in a crowded barn, Kat,” he whispered, staring into my eyes with our foreheads pressed together. His mouth twitched up into a grin as he watched me react to the sensations that he was creating with my body. His fingertips were dancing around the opening of my - Oh my god, his fingers felt so fucking good inside me.

I could not even think what to ask him. My brain had stopped working, and all I did was feel. “Please, Kai,” I begged in a hoarse whisper, as I felt him push a finger into me. My body shuddered uncontrollably from the pleasure, and my eyes rolled back and closed, as I let every sensation and emotion wash over me.

“Jesus, Kat. You’re so tight,” he whispered, gently biting my ear and dragging his tongue down my throat.

Any thoughts I had at that moment were gone. Kai’s finger was still pumping in and out of me as he kissed my throat before biting my collar bone.

“Take me out of here, Kai. I need more,” the words tumbled out of my mouth without another thought. My whole body was thrumming already, and I wanted more. If Kai was a drug and I was getting my first high, and guaranteed to get addicted.

He looked behind him and pulled away from me to unzip his jeans. I did not stop my wandering hands from trailing down his chest to his stomach, before I grasped him through his boxers. He was so hard and much bigger than I thought he would be.

I reached inside the elastic band and lowered it so that I could feel him. His breath hitched this time as I wrapped my hands around his velvety smooth shaft. I watched his face contorted in pleasure as he bit his bottom lip, thoroughly enjoying what I was doing to him.

His voice was raspy, “Is this what you want, Kat?”

“Yes,” I whispered, cupping his face again and ensuring he saw me. “I want you. I just want you all to myself,” my voice sounded as raspy as his. I didn’t know if I was just caught up in the moment. I didn’t even know if I cared anymore. I just knew that I wanted whatever could happen tonight to happen.

“Kat, I don’t have a condom,” he whispered with his forehead against mine again. He cursed under his breath, and rubbed his dick against my soaking wet underwear.

“Pull out, Kai. I trust you.”

I said that. Those words just left my mouth, like I had no idea how precum swimmers were just as effective as the last to leave the ‘shoot’. I told him to pull out, and then his mouth was devouring mine again.

Chapter 6

Kai’s POV

“Kat-” my chest was heaving. “Don’t mess with me. I am begging you. If this isn’t what you want. If you don’t want me,” I stared down at her.

Her face was flushed, and her breathing had picked up. I needed to be sure. “Do you want me?” I asked.

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