“Jesus, I didn’t expect it to feel like this,” he muttered, kissing me before I could think too much about that.
“He’s talking about my dick sliding against his,” Liam teased, reaching around to pinch one of my nipples so I jerked against Cas, making him curse again. “It feels so good inside you, Lucy, but every time I rub against him, I feel like I’m going to come all over again.”
“Yes,” I breathed as I shifted my hips just a little. “Come with me, Cas. Please?”
“Oh, fuck.” Cas grabbed my hips and pressed even deeper inside me, rubbing my clit just right against him. “I’ll come for you Lucy, but you better come on my dick so hard you black out, you hear me?”
I don’t know what I said in response to that, but I heard my voice crack as all that tension exploded into another orgasm that made my vision go black, white stars dotted the insides of my eyelids. I was too full to move, too full to do anything other than fall apart, shaking like they’d given me a seizure, or tased me with enough electricity to take out an alpha.
Their dicks pushed deep inside me at the same time—filling me so fucking full even as I was forced to stretch, accommodating them just like an omega should.
Liam’s secondary knot rubbed against me and Cas, his primary knot trying to fit all the way in too. I could feel them moving together, moving against each other, and I collapsed against Cas’s chest, no longer able to function let alone come.
The sensation of them fucking me hard enough I could smell copper mixing in with the pheromones was far away, but I could hear their growling and moaning as they came too, calling my name and kissing me wherever they could – touching me everywhere.
They kept telling me how well I was doing, how perfect I was, and this time I almost believed it.
Liam said something else against the back of my neck, but all I could hear was the ringing in my ears as I started to black out, just like Cas had told me to.
And I never wanted to wake up.
Because when I did, this feeling would disappear and all I’d have left was the shame. I’d wake up and remember why this never should have happened, but…
They said they’d take care of me.
If they meant it…
Then they’d be able to deal with all my psychosis as well, wouldn’t they?
CHAPTER 38
Lucy
My body was sore, but in a good way. Almost like I’d had a really intense workout and then afterwards I’d had a nice hot bath and a massage.
I tried to open my eyes, but my eyelashes were stuck together with something gummy, almost like I’d fallen asleep crying again.
What the hell was going on?
Peeling the gunk off my eyelashes fucking hurt, but I was desperately trying not to panic because I had a feeling I’d done something I shouldn’t have – something bad.
When I could finally open my eyes, it took a few blinks to clear the clouds from my vision and the first thing I realized was that it wasn’t a mattress under me, but a massive, hulking alpha.
Cassius.
I looked up and bright blue eyes stared back at me through the strands of inky black hair that covered half his face. He had one arm pillowed behind his head and the other around my shoulders. He didn’t once blink as he watched me, and then I felt something inside me flex.
What the fuck?
My cheeks felt like they were on fire despite the haze of pheromones still drenching everything and I gingerly laid my head down on his chest just so I wouldn’t have to look at him.
Jesus, I’d really fucked Liam and then Cassius like one of those insatiable omegas, desperate for any dick as long as it was an alpha’s, hadn’t I?
It was pathetic.
But…
Even just the memory of what we’d done had my pussy pulsing again and I needed to get out of here before I did something else I’d probably regret. Unfortunately, Cassius still had me knotted so I couldn’t run away without getting torn apart.