Page 104 of Curvy Dirty Omega

Relief.

I’d seen the same look on Liam’s face when I’d kissed him, easing his internal struggle with something so simple I still couldn’t really believe it, but he was inside me now like I’d hoped he would be.

Maybe with Cas filling up the rest of me, it would be enough.

Pressing his cheek to my palm, Cas looked at me with half-lidded eyes, still so skittish despite the hard cock in his hand with the knot at the base already swelling.

I pulled him toward me, shivering when Liam’s hand slid down my stomach toward my clit, so slow and gentle I almost screamed in frustration.

Then his nails dug into my flesh, creating red lines and I gasped at the sensation, my pussy pulsing in response. Green apples settled on my tongue from the air I breathed in and time slowed as Cas got closer and closer.

“I want you to knot me, Cas. Knot me at the same time Liam does. Fill me up until I break. Maybe then I’ll bleed.” All I could see was blue and it was too much. My gaze dropped to those perfect lips. Not too big or too small. They were a dark red that always caught my attention – complementing his dark hair. “Tear me apart, if you can. I need it to hurt.”

“You’re killing me, sweetheart,” Cas growled, his lips finally meeting mine just as Liam’s fingers found my clit and a broken moan escaped me.

The way Cas grabbed my throat in response to that sound had tears pricking my eyes from the pressure. His hand was so big I could feel his fingertips pressing into the back of my neck as he squeezed, reducing my air supply and blood flow while still being extremely careful of my trachea.

Sharp teeth pricked at my lips, his tongue sliding into my mouth in a way that made me feel like he was stealing this kiss from me, but he didn’t have to do that. He could just take it.

“Take whatever you want,” I whispered, my thoughts turning to words as I wrapped my arms around his neck to pull him even closer.

When his bare chest pressed against mine, all the tension left my body. No matter how good Liam made me feel, it just hadn’t been enough to make my body relax until now. Two different sets of very strong alpha pheromones swirled around me, their scents evolving now that they’d been exposed to mine, but it didn’t feel like two.

It felt like one.

Oranges and apples blended together, their tartness eased only slightly by the vanilla, and then the sandalwood and cedar deepened them, but it was my own pheromones that created this chemical reaction.

Two alphas pressed against me, surrounding me completely – with their bodies, their pheromones…they were suffocating me, but it felt like I could finally breathe.

Just like that moment in the restaurant, I could breathe and it was my turn to steal Cas’s air as Liam’s fingers brought me right to the edge, making my body tremble as it tightened all over again – like he knew exactly what to do despite this being our first time together.

Cas’s massive cock pressed against my stomach, teasing me just as much as Liam’s fingers. It flexed against my skin in a pulsing rhythm that made me desperate to have it inside, but for whatever reason he was taking his time and it was driving me insane.

When he pulled back, I made this embarrassing little sound of protest, but Cas rubbed his thumb across my bottom lip in reassurance, looking at me like I was somehow precious to him.

I was never going to be able to come back from this.

They were going to ruin me, and even when the haze of this overwhelming heat faded, I would never be able to forget this moment or the way he was looking at me right now – the way Liam had looked at me when I’d kissed him first.

As if I’d given him something he thought he’d never get to have and it held so much meaning he might even cry, but Liam would never cry.

Maybe he would if it was raining.

Just like that boy.

“Every time I look at you, I want to hold you close,” Cas growled, gripping my ass hard to make his point. “I want to make you feel safe as I tear you apart, Lucy. Is that even possible?”

I wrapped a hand around his cock and pressed it to my clit, forcing Liam’s fingers to brush against that delicious piercing at the tip. “I feel safe now. So, break me already. I can’t fucking take it anymore.”

Liam slid out of me as his knots deflated, the sounds obscene as he literally popped out of my pussy, making me cry out at the excruciating emptiness.

“Shh, it’s okay,” Liam reassured, his fingers replacing his cock to keep everything inside and to give me something to fill the emptiness, even if it was only temporary. “Let us prove to you we can do this right, baby. I need you to want this again and again, okay? So, let’s do this right.”

I nodded, trusting them completely despite how little I knew about them. Maybe I shouldn’t, but my omega instincts were finally, finally talking to me in a way I could understand, and they were telling me these two were it. These two alphas would take care of me in the way I needed.

They would make me cry and bleed, and I knew that no matter how many times they did, it would never be enough.

CHAPTER 37

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