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I know what she’s asking, but I need to be sure. Not just because of who she is. But because for the first time in my life, I care more about her needs than mine. I can wait. I’ll wait forever if I have to, I realize. I’ll do whatever Addie needs.

“What do you need, baby?” I ask, my cock pressed against her.

“I want to feel you inside me, Cam,” she says, breathless. “I want all of you.”

I’m so ready to sink into her, to fill her up, to make her scream, but something stops me. “Shit. I don’t have a condom.” I pull away from her. My dickprotests by getting even harder, if that were even possible.

Addie shakes her head. “It’s okay.”

“Addie, I—”

“Really,” she insists. “I have an IUD. And… I trust you.” Her voice softens.

“Are you sure?” I ask, furrowing my brows. I’m clean, of course. I got tested again after things ended with Ellie. But this is up to Addie.

She nods. “I trust you,” she says again.

I notch myself at her entrance, the head of my cock just barely pressing inside. She’s so hot and wet and ready that it takes all of my control not to drive right into her.

19

ADDISON

Forget the emails that are sitting unanswered in my inbox. Forget everything that’s waiting for me back at home, the fact that my makeup and clothes and hair stuff is miles and miles away and I won’t be getting any of it back. Forget all the people waiting in line who need something from me.

The only thing I can focus on—the only thing that matters—is Cam between my legs.

He’s bigger than I expected, even after seeing the bulge in his boxers. It’s heavy between his legs, and pressed against me like this, it seems even larger.

I tilt my hips, needing him inside me, but he holds still. Even as he’s asking me what I want, if this is okay,if I’m ready, he’s always been the one in control here, and it’s driving me crazy.

“Are you ready, Addie?” Cam asks. His voice is strained. I can tell it’s taking everything in him to hold himself still right now, and a swell of pride rises inside me.I did that.

“Fuck me, Cam. I need you,” I pant.

He shakes his head. “This isn’t a quick fuck, Addie. There’s no coming back from this. If we do this, you’re mine.”

My heart swells.This is real. Holy shit, this is actually happening.

“I’m already yours,” I whisper. The words end on a sharp intake of breath as he finally, blissfully, pushes into me.

His cock stretches me, filling me completely. The initial sting fades to warmth as my body adjusts, and he starts to move. Slowly pulling completely out of me before pressing back in. My head drops back against the pillows.

I’ve never felt this full before, but it’s not just physical. It’severything.

Cam’s head dips to kiss my neck. He’s balanced above me, his biceps straining. I put one arm around his neck, holding him to me.

“Are you okay?” he asks, staring into my eyes. “I don’t want to hurt your arm.”

“I’m good. So good,” I manage to moan out. And it is.Sofucking good. I’m not a virgin, not even close, and at twenty-seven I’ve dated my fair share of guys. But none of them have ever been like this, so all-consuming. So gentle and so dominant at the same time.

“When your arm is better, I’m going to take you from behind,” he grunts, slamming into me so hard I let out a cry. “I want to stare at that gorgeous ass while I’m deep inside you.”

“Planning ahead?” My sarcastic tone is lost in my gasp.

Cam stills, his cock deep inside me. His groin presses up against mine, and I can feel his length throbbing inside me. He stares into my eyes. “Yeah, baby. I’m planning ahead. I’m not doing this just once. Mine, remember?” He punctuates his words with another hard thrust, ripping a whine from my throat.

“Oh God, Cam.” A low moan follows my words as my body tenses.

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