Chapter 23

Chloe

“Do you want me to suck your cock?” My panties got even wetter. The thought of crawling over to him and tasting his thick cock made my mouth water.

His eyes widened. “Chloe.”

“You’re the one that said my name in that voice. I can’t help it.” What was happening to me? I had always had a high libido if I was in the groove, but this was unreal. I felt like I was swimming in a sea of arousal and I was drowning.

My phone and his watch dinged again. I ignored it and scooted closer to him. “Chloe, maybe we should go back to work.”

My eyes watered as more desire rolled through my body and my fingers trailed down his arm. My panties were ruined at this point. “I don’t know why, but I really need you. I’m so horny.”

Doubt and desire crossed his face. “Do we even have time?”

“Yes, yes. Please,” I begged.

He pulled me up in his arms. How could he feel so much bulkier than he looked? He wasn’t a small guy by any means, but he felt so much bigger. I hadn’t ever fully touched him when I wasn’t wild with need. His big hand slipped into my leggings. I wiggled in his lap as he slowly made his way to my mound. How could he move so slow? Didn’t he feel this? There was something between us. There had to be. It’s the only way this made sense.

Finally, his fingers reached my clit. My body relaxed even more into his as the tension faded.

“Is your cunt needy for me?”

My hips bucked in response and hit something with my ass. Like an old pager. As I glanced down, I saw Ric's arm change from a warm tan to a cold blue hue. I was losing it. I blinked, and the blue hue that had been present on his skin was gone. He pulled his hand out and brought his hand to his mouth. My body pulsated as I watched him lick his fingers.

“Liquid of the gods.”

“Ambrosia,” I muttered.

“Do you want me to lick you?” His head dipped closer to me as my heart raced.

“Yes.”

“Say the words, Chloe.”

What are the magic words today? I blinked as I tried to remember the other day. “Lick my slutty pussy?”

He pushed me onto my back as he pulled down my pants. “Don’t touch my head.”

My eyebrows furrowed as I watched him go down. He had such weird hangups regarding sex, yet he was a fucking god. The other night we fucked so many times but it was all with the lights off and me blindfolded. His tongue licked up and down my seam. I scrambled to find purchase that was not his head. His hands reached out to grab mine while our fingers twined together. I sighed as I felt the warmth of his hands. More and more desire pulsed through me as his tongue lashed at my clit. Sometimes it would slide down and it felt longer than a normal tongue. One of his hands left mine and his fingers filled my empty core. I moaned in relief. I think he could eat me all day and I would still ache for something to fill me up. Completely and fully. His fingers pounded into my pussy. Two fingers, three fingers, four. It still wasn’t enough. I didn’t even think his dick would be enough. He moaned into my pussy as it quivered around his fingers. His fingers motioned inside me til my body fell off the cliff. I bucked and bucked against his face. My screams echoed against the trees as birds flew away. His face had to be drenched with how much I was squirting. Finally, I fell back to Earth. His fingers slipped out of my pussy. He smiled as he licked them. My pussy clenched again. Fuck, he was hot.

“You’re delicious.”

I didn’t feel better. Not at all. I felt empty. So empty. And the guilt was washing over me. I was ruining this friendship every time I begged for his cock. I looked at my phone as I put my pants back on. “We’ve got to go. I’m sorry. I really need to stop doing this. Maybe I need help.”

I hurried ahead of Ric as I tried to put myself together. What we did wasn’t enough at all. All I could think of was Ric pushing me down in the dirt and fucking me til I was wobbly. I don’t even remember how many times we fucked the other day. I should want to join a nunnery at this point to give my pussy a break.

“Chloe!”

Nope. Embarrassment washed through my body as I rushed to the lab. Every time I was around him lately, all I could think of was sex. When I entered the lab, the doctor was at my desk. “Chloe, I have to say your friend is a boon to our lab. One of our . . . experiments started working again.”

“You mean the sh—” I covered my mouth. Oh, Ric told me it was spaceships, but I wasn’t supposed to know. I don’t even know if he’s telling the truth. I shook my head and smiled fakely. “That’s great! I’m glad I could help. Teamwork! You know?”

“Yes. Is he coming back from lunch?”

“Yeah, he was right behind me.”

My phone dinged again, and I glanced down. It was the lady, Pixa. I didn’t open the text this time. Ric walked back inside. The doctor lit up as he pushed him into the hallway with him. I sat at my desk. Honestly, this was the best job I’ve had in years. I read most of the day because he did most of the work himself since I wasn’t allowed anywhere else in the lab. Just my little area and me. As I scrolled the book groups on social media, one post caught my eyes. It was a sex toy with a fake knot.A fake knot.These people were freaks . . . my kind of freaks. I opened my bank account as I swished around in my chair. I worried my bottom lip as I decided if I wanted to make some bad spending choices. My head looked toward the lab door. I couldn’t keep using Ric for sex. That wasn’t right. Maybe it would be better to spend some money and fix myself. I’d just avoid Ric for a few days. Quickly, I searched for a shopping app and threw a few vibrators, dildos, and a knot ring into the cart. I winced as I hit checkout and I chose the faster delivery option. After that, I scrolled through my phone looking for any and every knotty book I had. If only they were real. Like, not in a weird sense. On a man. I swallowed as my brain conjured up Ric in his cosplay.Why was I like this?